analise

i just got home from a really long day. to celebrate, i wolfed down some food and soon i shall have my after dinner smoke (the 3rd best kind.) i think i made a new friend at school today. always a good thing. i sometimes wonder if i stay in school just because i dig the culture. . .and the fact that, in my opinion, it is much better than working. more variety. different faces, different ideas. am i just clinging to all this because i'm a fucking coward?? perhaps. am i being completely over-analytical? yep. time to have that smoke. i just have to add: my years of post-secondary education have a running pattern which i've really begun to notice--at least once a week, an idea is presented which totally bashes marriage. i had always thought marriage, as an "institution", is a crock of shite. . .but now i'm beginning to wonder about the plausibility of spending the better part of one's life with the same person (whether or not you get legally bound to each other). thoughts?