i hate myself i hate myself i hate myself i hate myself i hate myself i hate myself i hate myself i hate myself i hate myself i hate myself i hate myself i hate myself i hate myself
i am irresponsible, lazy , procratinator and i dont even dereved to be talked to by any of you here
i can not stand day to day living it is almost torture, i need constant change, constent new expierences, fun shit like that i got nothen i sit in my room and go to class, i procratinate like hell on my school work, doing it only half ass, though my classes are interesting i just wish there was no homework, i have to get a... Read More
i love women, they are beautiful, they are sooo much more sensual, they are softer and i need one its extemely hard to even look at photos of girls i find attractive becuase i can not stand not being able to have them, im sure many of you can relate
ah ... a hopeless romantic ... happy to know I'm in good company ...
... i'm not one for the whole "it'll happen when it happens" mentality, so I won't give a speech ... but basically keep an eye out for anything ... sounds like you're in an environment that will run high to people hidding in plain sight ... watch for the sideways glance and the accidental stare (dead giveaways) ... my best advice though would be to make an environment change. If you can, when you can ... next best thing to a complete karma make-over ...
Hey sweetie sorry I have been gone so long. I understand how you are feeling I am without a women right now myself and I too miss the soft feel of a women. However I plan on doing something about it real soon. Cuddling my pillow when I sleep, and making love to my hand is starting to get old. However just like me. you have to get out there and find a women because they are not going to come knocking at our door. That would just make things to damn simple. lol don't you think.Well I have to go get me some sleep or I will not be worth a shit at work tonight. Take care gorgeous talk to you latter.
fuck i been doing terrible latly all becuase of my stupid meds
they make me feel shitty, i want to cut down but my stupid physciatrist is out of the country for a month and it seems no one else can perscribe me anything unless im sucicidal or homicidal and even then id have go through the crisis center,
my trick when i was gonna go on them was to get completely shitffaced and tell lies to strangers. It didnt matter to them either way and it made me feel better. I only really drink on those occasions come to think of it. Anyways escape the feeling of nothing by going out and meeting people. Connection is the only key to happiness in this world. good luck hey its a hard road but everyone has the potential to make it through.