vics to get me through soccer training, enhanced with a beer right after, then caffine pill to wake me up a bit, then half a blunt on the way to the bar, then 5 drinks while i was there,
home fucked up
all idiots at the bar but most people i knew
about 6 lesbian there so drama of course, none that i was or...
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home fucked up
all idiots at the bar but most people i knew
about 6 lesbian there so drama of course, none that i was or...
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alcohol and weed are my two best friends, and vics are my 3rd
i live to escape
i live to escape
caia:
You should escape to live...
what i made this weekend
music is the greatest espace
this is awesome
Whats in store
But you know
What you here for
Close your eyes
Lay yourself besides me
Hold tight
Love is right
We dont need no protection
Come alone
We dont need attention
(Chorus)
Open your hand
Take a glass
Don't be scared
I'm right here
Even tho
You dont roll
Trust me girl
You wanna be...
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this is awesome
Whats in store
But you know
What you here for
Close your eyes
Lay yourself besides me
Hold tight
Love is right
We dont need no protection
Come alone
We dont need attention
(Chorus)
Open your hand
Take a glass
Don't be scared
I'm right here
Even tho
You dont roll
Trust me girl
You wanna be...
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life is soooooo annoying
everything about it drives me insane
for every good there are a million bad's
everything about it drives me insane
for every good there are a million bad's
saraberri:
that outlook can bring you down. every positive is a treasure that far outweighs each negative. the trick is celebrating, or even noticing, every single little positive moment, no matter how small or common, since the negative can be overwhelming. i must remind myself of this all the time. 
i miss my girlfriend!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Not sure how much longer I can stand being apart.
and people keep dicking me over and my hate is growing more everyday!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
tired of always being mr.nice guy but also tired of being upset all the time
the only good thing about my current frustration with coaching is that it has been the one reason it's hard to leave wooster,...
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and people keep dicking me over and my hate is growing more everyday!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
tired of always being mr.nice guy but also tired of being upset all the time
the only good thing about my current frustration with coaching is that it has been the one reason it's hard to leave wooster,...
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I need to find an outlet for all of my hate. I don't want it inside me anymore, but it builds up daily. the people in this world just make me so sick, especially the ones you trust and then turn out to be some of the worst people you ever met. I need to look into meditation or something. Or read something to help...
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shandyowl:
While I try not to let myself give in to hate, I really can't fucking stand buddhism. I was interested in it until I read a couple of books by a devotee and ever since then I have despised it.
So, if you need an outlet I reckon buddhism could do with more people turning vehemently against it.
So, if you need an outlet I reckon buddhism could do with more people turning vehemently against it.
f1ssure:
when I am frustrated or angry, I go for a run. The more built up inside, the harder I go - it's great fuel.
slow season at work, boy do the days drag, at least i got the internet! hah
life update*
decided to stay in my current apartment because it is cheap and has no problems (that can't be solved) other then noise from above which isn't often enough to drive me crazy, plus i am not there much, always on the go.
I will wait till the...
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life update*
decided to stay in my current apartment because it is cheap and has no problems (that can't be solved) other then noise from above which isn't often enough to drive me crazy, plus i am not there much, always on the go.
I will wait till the...
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shandyowl:
I'm glad you found it apt
satire_:
It will be worth the wait for all of it, we just gotta hustle for a little while longer.
oh life you crazy roller coaster you, things have been happening, things have been resolved.
I guess biggest news is i have to have knee surgery
fuck, i have health insurance but still gonna cost a good chunk of change. Just injured it from playing on it, there is cartilage damage, hopefully they can fix it but won't know for sure till they get in...
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I guess biggest news is i have to have knee surgery
fuck, i have health insurance but still gonna cost a good chunk of change. Just injured it from playing on it, there is cartilage damage, hopefully they can fix it but won't know for sure till they get in... Read More
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shandyowl:
You will notice that my fridge is so old and crappy that it no longer has the restraints to stop things falling out the door?
Do not be sad; think of all the love and passion building up during the journey to see her.
Do not be sad; think of all the love and passion building up during the journey to see her.
neeeeon:
bummer on the knee surgery, but congrats on having a girlfriend! Hope you guys had fun at pride!
mmmmm drugssss, what would i do without you
xhippykid:
I say the same thing sometimes but haven't turned to them lately...lol