analies

went out last night for my friends 21st, it was alright. I mean it was a good night but i was just bummed. You know that saying in a crowded room but feel all alone, yea thats me. I have no connection with any of my "friends". Everybody just puts on a show and I hate it. I want realness, i dont care how shitty it is, empty happiness is no better. I want to feel alive.

I am so bored of life

I want to move to a different city