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it is this routine, it is killing my soul

i cant wake up and do the same shit everyday

i have no friend I can be like "hey, lets go do this"

shit man, how can i change this?

if only I had someone to do things with im sure i could find things to do, but doing things alone is no fun. Really my only option is doing something with my parents but obviously we do not have many similar interest.

I was describing to my friend how i have been sad lately, she said " maybe it's that your in a routine and it's dull and u need something more from life. From what I know about you, you like excitement and new things (not necessarily in the material way) but it could be that you need another change"

she hit the nail on the head.......