ok....................
i got really drunk last night, todays gonna suck
if everything in my life is going just fine, how come i still hate living?
i hate getting up every morning and do the same shit everyday, i hate this world, i hate this town. i love people as much as i hate them.
taking a shower is even to much work. I am happy when good or fun things are happening but when its over, its over and its back to feeling shitty.
I hate that I am so weak. Everyone else is living and im sure most people don't have it nearly as good as me.
what the heck
i got really drunk last night, todays gonna suck
if everything in my life is going just fine, how come i still hate living?
i hate getting up every morning and do the same shit everyday, i hate this world, i hate this town. i love people as much as i hate them.
taking a shower is even to much work. I am happy when good or fun things are happening but when its over, its over and its back to feeling shitty.
I hate that I am so weak. Everyone else is living and im sure most people don't have it nearly as good as me.
what the heck
carnelian:
you probably just need a change of scenery. I have to change my own world on average about every 6 months. I just go crazy you know? And I have life pretty good now too. Especially when you look back down the road I came from...So I'm just guessing. Maybe you need some fresh air.
carnelian:
I probably would be too. If I had nothing and no cats, I would just run around the country all the time. Constantly meeting new people doing odd jobs, bumming car rides!! maybe even hop a couple trains. I think its just part of my blood.
I probably would be too. If I had nothing and no cats, I would just run around the country all the time. Constantly meeting new people doing odd jobs, bumming car rides!! maybe even hop a couple trains. I think its just part of my blood.