Do you ever feel like you have finally gotten on the right path and then accidnetally step off and all of that work and motivation feels lost? I feel that way tonight. I feel as though old thoughts and impulses are driving to take me over and all I want to say to them is 'Fuck OFF'...but of course not after they have taken a nice bite out of my mind.
Leave me alone. I'll figure it out one day. lessons will be learned one day. This time of night is most firghtening to me.
Leave me alone. I'll figure it out one day. lessons will be learned one day. This time of night is most firghtening to me.
thegarden:
You just can't help it. Just have to go through it. It's easy to say this of course but things will find their own track. Better days will come. 
obliviousfocus:
i do that all the time and I hate when i do that.