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Friday Sep 03, 2004

Sep 3, 2004
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I don't know what is wrong with me lately or how to snap out of it. The people I let close to me can feel it a mile away but I can't explain what exactly is wrong and the age old excuse of my having genetic chemical depression is getting tiresome. I'm sick of my emotions ruining my day. I need a damn vacation or at least to feel proud of something.
*Anais
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slaughtervein:
If I had the money, I'd send you on a vacation. I know I could definately use one. As for being proud? Well, I don't really know you, but...It seems you have quite a bit to be proud of. I read your profile and you seem to very intelligent. Probably more then you give yourself credit for.

And just by watching your journal and the way people respond to you tells me you're very well liked, admired and maybe even loved. You seem like you have a lot to offer this world. The potential to go places and do great things. But for whatever reasons, you might be holding yourself back more then anything.

So yeah, you're highly intelligent in my opinion. Anyone really reads your profile can tell that. By reading responses to your journal, you're obviously well liked. And to top it all off, you're absolutely gorgeous and devastatingly attractive.

So if you want to be proud of yourself for something, perhaps you can start there. You're quite an extraordinary young woman. Don't ever sell yourself short. Now if you liked The Yankees instead of The Red Sox, you'd be perfect! Just kidding. Enjoy your weekend. Right on Anais.
Sep 3, 2004
hyde:
i have a tendency to depression, i'm not sure if it's chemical or what but i've become to blame it on thinking TOO MUCH. I agree with the woman above that you seem like a very intelligent person, like myself. I over think everything. that can only lean to trouble. but with my intelligence and over thinking comes the need to fight this thing known as "depression". Find your symptoms, triggers of mood swings and fight them. when you feel the urge to curl into a ball and sleep all day, get up and exercise, go walk your dog, do the dishes, accomplish some sort of goal you set up for yourself to do that day. then at the end of the day when you have those feelings of uselessness and self-pity you can say "hey i did blank today i was productive, go me." Seems simple but you'd be amazed how it could make you feel. life is about making goals and accomplishing them, so on a day your feeling depressed and don't want to deal with the world, do this little exercise and it will be a little mood booster, try it out see if it works.

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Sep 5, 2004

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