anais

Frustration leads to impulse which leads to rash decisions, depression, self doubt, bullshit after bullshit and I want to leave, I need to get the fuck out of Portland and out of this rut. I don't know what else to do so I am wondering if I should even bother trying.
*Anais
edited to add, no I am not leaving the site, that's not the outcome of this journal entry at all. 'I want to leave' has been taken in the wrong sense. Thanks, *Anais