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Sunday Jan 04, 2004

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It is almost humorous to me when I can feel myself punishing myself, and don't stop it. Sometimes when you feel like running away it is best to realize you cannot run away from your mind. I am exhausted but I am not sure sleep is the best thing for me right now. I can feel I ahve something to get out but I am too tired to even concentrate on mundane web surfing. I think I'll force myself to stay awake a bit longer and sort it all out another day. *Anais
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iambatkam:
Things sound rough... Talking is sometimes the best medicine... When that doesn't work, smashing things usually does smile Buy a bunch of cheap dishes and a bat... let your emotions decide the rest biggrin If you can't afford the dishes, I'll send you a bunch... wink Try to take it easy and don't do anything I wouldn't do...
Jan 4, 2004
all0nblack:
Isn't that crazy how we play that game with ourselves? Knowing that ultimately, we are our own worst enemy, and the wheel never stops turning. Hahaha Jesus what awful mixed metaphors....

Same here though. I have to be up in like 4 hours, but I just refuse to sleep. I feel like mundane internet surfing is exactly what I'm supposed to be doing right now. If I wasn't doing this, I'd be cheating myself out of something. I'm not sure what that is though...

Ya know, I'm not the quickest guy in the planet, but I realized the other day I've now seen you three or four or five times, met you once, and the third time I saw you, I didn't realize it was you till like two days ago... I'm a human paper cut. Sharp....

Maybe next time It'll click and I'll actually say hi. Pending I'm not drunk at one pm on a Tuesday again. Weeee!!!
Jan 4, 2004

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