10 more hours until the dog is gone. I'm already starting to clean. My self confidence is gone. I remember a time about 5 days ago where I was kinda okay. I have a few hard conversations I have to have this week and I'm crazy behind on homework.
So I'm wondering how to be a normal person again. Not sure how. I can't seem to make my house not smell like dog. I was up all night with this horrible dog... and I'm so crazy sleepy.
I keep watching this TV show and it's stupid like all TV, but after people kiss they make a big deal about defining their relationship. People keep say 'go with it' about this guy I like, but he's not like that. He's a different pretty guarded kinda guy and I know if I'm my normal aggressive he'll run away. It's nice being so crazy slow that it's not like that. It's also driving me crazy because I'm just as silly as all the girls on TV.
I'm going to maybe see him Tuesday... but I'm thinking I should maybe cancel. I'm too weird and I feel so unattractive. The house smells like dogs. I've been dusting and vacuuming and washing all day... Still smells. It will help when I get the dogs OUT! Pee and POOP and to make it worse the dog who is too large to wash in my house just rolled around in what smells like poop outside and I have no real way of cleaning her... I've been chasing her around the house with no water shampoo and a towel... but she won't stay still.
Okay... I'm being cranky again. Time to go start the wash and yeah. Sad.
So I'm wondering how to be a normal person again. Not sure how. I can't seem to make my house not smell like dog. I was up all night with this horrible dog... and I'm so crazy sleepy.
I keep watching this TV show and it's stupid like all TV, but after people kiss they make a big deal about defining their relationship. People keep say 'go with it' about this guy I like, but he's not like that. He's a different pretty guarded kinda guy and I know if I'm my normal aggressive he'll run away. It's nice being so crazy slow that it's not like that. It's also driving me crazy because I'm just as silly as all the girls on TV.
I'm going to maybe see him Tuesday... but I'm thinking I should maybe cancel. I'm too weird and I feel so unattractive. The house smells like dogs. I've been dusting and vacuuming and washing all day... Still smells. It will help when I get the dogs OUT! Pee and POOP and to make it worse the dog who is too large to wash in my house just rolled around in what smells like poop outside and I have no real way of cleaning her... I've been chasing her around the house with no water shampoo and a towel... but she won't stay still.
Okay... I'm being cranky again. Time to go start the wash and yeah. Sad.
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Yea. I guess not cancel. Though I always have a bad feeling about things... I guess I'm just tired. I have stuff early tomorrow too! I can't wait until next week!
Okay, okay, okay forget about that guy and other distractions that are currently affecting your life right now. Just focus on what's more important ... YOU! Trust me, you'll feel a lot better!