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Still job searching. It was sunny summer for like a week, now it's cold and I'm less than amused. I've been drinking way too much coffee, not eating enough. At least I've been around good friends like Charm SG and other old friends who I haven't seen in forever.

I've been feeling a lot of stress and guilt, which is selfish and unhealthy. I foresee a happy future, but it's at least two weeks in the distance. For the first time maybe in my life I feel like I have a real social network which is a good feeling, but then again anytime we do anything that relates to people it's flaky and impermanent.