I'm going to be selling Fiasco Gelato. I start friday. What fun. Yay I have a job finally.

Took me long enough.

Things are going smoothly. And relationship-wise. I think I've learned some good things, and I've learned to count my blessings. And I will hopefully be able to return them to make up for the silliness I put people through.

I'm weird. One moment, I hear all these people telling me how amazing I am, and sometimes I do admit it. I like being looked up at. it gives me confidence.

but then I think I get over confident and stumble. That's when everything backlashes and I start hating myself. Right now I have amazing friends and i don't know what the hell I can do to make it up to them. They've been so understanding.