amythia

Today was interesting. I cried at school. Yeah, Drawing class and we had to draw to music. So the music was kinda ambient, tribal stuff, I was liking it and creating some interesting designs. Then there were the vocals, and something screaming so violently,, Some one mentioned that it sounded like some one having a mental break down... By then I was deep in my trance...

I stopped and left the room, went to the washroom and sat on the toilet, feeling quite weak, shaken and sad.
Ambient music really touches that part of me... I don't know what I was crying about, and it was just alittle sob or two. I think that I puked raw emotion onto that piece of newsprint. It left me shaken? Anyways, the next assignment grounded me back to reality.
Lunch I messed around with my classes in the winter semester. I want fibre 101 damn it. But the only class that is open right now messes my own scheduale up.

Well after school I went home and drove myself to Megan's house for belly dancing class. Going to be very sore, that was very long hiatus from the hardcore dancing. I gave her the eyeore stuffed toy and said hi to her babe, Zenith. Home and now I'm here.

Anyways, I'm drawing in my sketch everyday now, which is good. Now all I need is to get a new cd player, or something so I can get music in my head and create more... More emotional pukage. I think it's long over due that I get all this shit out. This whole year has been a shitload of emotional to go through...