amymay

So all through this weekend i was sustained by the thought that we would be able to have the wedding at our fav. resturant in lakeport. But we can't because they are idiots. They have two people for catering... BOTH will be on vacation from aug. throu mid sept. at the HIGHT of wedding season. then i find out they may be going out of busieness cause of money issues... well doh with choices like that yeah you will...

Any how i'm .... devestated again. Cried most of the day and got little done. Then tonight i could hardly hold E's attentoin.... now im back to bitching about how lonely i am and how i can't FUCKING come. i'm sorry....