Last night i spent a few hours reading with the rain pounding the roof above. It was peaceful. The book is a rediculouse romance about a chinies (fake?) religion. But some of it makes sence to me. qi ying yang and a scence of balance. I think balance is a lock on my life. One i've never found the key to.
joker_:
Yes, it is something I kind of have to do. A few weeks ago I had a serious knee injury occur because of the ACL missing. Since then my knee has been very unstable and very painful. If it seems like I'm not sure of wanting it done, I think it is because I'm a little bit afraid of the whole thing. Such, is the way things go sometimes.