Saturday Feb 10, 2007

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What to write what to write....


Lets see what new with me? E got a raise. More money YAY.
I'm dropping my classes cause of the long ass trip to Rochester. I'm dredding the trip and i'm looking forward to it. its odd.
What else..

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I'm kinda horney but really i think its that i'm really lonely. I'm desperate to be folded in to someones arms Kissed and maybe even loved. touched with wanting fingers. told i'm beautiful ...all that shit that never seems to happen anymore. that would be nice.
You can guess where E. is. Locked away in his own head in WoW land.
We did have dinner together to celebrate. Then he went in to his office and i went in to mine.
I hope when i get back he'll miss me enough to pay attention. something tells me that wont be the case. It's my own bed i have to lay in. He's a wonderfull guy im lucky to have him. Really he's everything someone would want in a husband. He's nice and careing and sweet. He pays the bills and will be a great dad. He protects me and looks after me. I just have to get used to not being looked at, not being needed

badangela:
More money is good. Stability is always a good thing to have in a relationship but you have to feel wanted and needed as well. I hope you and E can have what you want in a relationship.

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