amymay

I'm kinda horney but really i think its that i'm really lonely. I'm desperate to be folded in to someones arms Kissed and maybe even loved. touched with wanting fingers. told i'm beautiful ...all that shit that never seems to happen anymore. that would be nice.
You can guess where E. is. Locked away in his own head in WoW land.
We did have dinner together to celebrate. Then he went in to his office and i went in to mine.
I hope when i get back he'll miss me enough to pay attention. something tells me that wont be the case. It's my own bed i have to lay in. He's a wonderfull guy im lucky to have him. Really he's everything someone would want in a husband. He's nice and careing and sweet. He pays the bills and will be a great dad. He protects me and looks after me. I just have to get used to not being looked at, not being needed