I just spent my night talking to my first love matt... I'm ... missing the feeling of first love. The strength of it. He's also a very close very old friend. I miss him. I think we met to young. It tied our lives together but sometimes i think not the way they were supposed to be. Sometimes i wonder if he was the one. Maybe not for this life but for a different one. I wonder if thats the reason i dont trust the love E. and i have. Its so different from that first time.
Love with matt was a wonderful seafood dinner. It was dilisious but not sustaining not filling
Love with E. is rice. bland but nurisioing.
but nights like this... i miss shrimp. I miss arms that smuthered me in love.
I'm not saying i don't love E. or that anything he does is wrong. Some of you have met him he's a great guy.
I just i think there is something wrong with me.
Love with matt was a wonderful seafood dinner. It was dilisious but not sustaining not filling
Love with E. is rice. bland but nurisioing.
but nights like this... i miss shrimp. I miss arms that smuthered me in love.
I'm not saying i don't love E. or that anything he does is wrong. Some of you have met him he's a great guy.
I just i think there is something wrong with me.
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thank you for taking the time on my blog yesterday. i know whaty ou mean, maybe they are trying to not be too attached. still kind of sucks though.
i love your new profile pic btw! mmmmmuah