amymay

I intended to write about my birthday... but it was pretty much like everyother day. E. got me beautiful flower which only happens about once a month and he watched a movie and House with me curled up on the couch that happens even less. I actually spent the majority of my day cleaning.

when did birthdays become like everyother day. I remember a time when we got to decerate birthday cakes have a party in school with crowning hats made out of construction paper and glitter. Then come home to a but load of presents and anything went cause it was your Birthday. When did it become the day you cleaned the litter boxes and did dishes.

I don't mean to complain to much I mean it could have been alot worse. It wasn't bad I just wasn't... special.

Eh this weekend will make everything better. (crosses finger) Sat. we're off to SF to run around the city and eat curry then maybe to a speak easy thing... or a dive bar either works well for me. E is getting us a room so we don't have to drive back that late and then sunday we're off to look for invitaions to the wedding. Or at least i hope thats what happens. It will be soooo nice to be around people. specially people that like me. I just hope E bleds well.


oh and more about this:
Speaking of paintings.... Anyone want to email me a picture of them orgasaming. Females only please. I want to do a series of just faces durring intence arowsel and orgasam. What is more beautiful, telling, honest or raw? If it doesn't get shown or sold in the first year i'll give you the painting. No real names will be used.

Some people replied telling me about some pictures of ex's and beautiful agony. Thankyou for takeing the time to think about where i could come up with the images. But as much as this is supposed to be about honesty i think its inportant the women choose to partisapate. Its a very intamate moment and i don't want to steal it from anyone. I know many women who wouldn't think twice about cumming for camera if they thought the image could just be erased or deleted. But haveing some one put it on canvus and palett can be different. The act of painting is intament in itself. I guess i need this series to be about the processe. So thanks again but i would love if you could send some ladies who would like to partisapate insted of places to get the images already taken.