i'm sitting in the airport... waiting to go home and contimplating the meaning of the term home... is it where the heart is where your stuff is or your family. Right now i think i'm homeless. I'm starting to have friends in Sac and E. is there and my stuff. But it doesn't feel like my life is there. Catagogo said something about comeing back from vacation in her blog... about comeing back to real life. It kinda feels like i don't have a real life and ther for no home to belong to. Its weird but i'm working on makeing a home. Thats the new years resolution im going to stick to.
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In Nevada I'm trying to find chapels in Carson City. Jeff's grandparents can't travel very much, so we're doing the wedding close to them. Jeff has a certain one in mind, and I've tried and tried to find it online, but I can't, so I don't know how to plan for it until I see it and know more. I did find ONE in that city online, but it limits the guest list to 25...and that's gonna hurt a LOT of feelings.
Not many people have heard these words from me since Jeff and I got engaged and started planning the small wedding...but I would give almost anything for a big wedding. I know that the small one is going to be wonderful, and I don't exactly regret it, I just wish we could do more.