amymay

i just wrote this long blerb about how i feel replaceable and forgettable
How my mom doesn't really care i'm here
How E. is saying he misses me but is really liveing the life of a bachler with football and video games
How My old roomates miss be because i'm a better housekeeper and cook then thier current roomate
how people i talked to everyday on here ( and i thought liked talking to me) don't seem to care that i've been gone or whether ot not i'm comeing back

Then because of dialup i assume it wouldn't post the edit. which in a weird way seems to drive in that i'm just... takeing up space and time with nothing real to hold on to.