amymay

So this is about the time i normally add a new blog but i honestly don't have anyidea what to say. I cleaned today and E. took me out to a craptastic dinner.
Our friends from NY should be here some time ... soonish i guess. (they suck at estimateing time) I can't wait to see them but i'm kinda feeling more home sick the later it gets. I have no idea what to do with them when they get here... Anyone have an idea or two?

Ok i'm getting really meloncoly headfucked as i sit here so i'm going to stop talking right now.

I reasently noticed something ive done in the past that i'm repeating... I push away when i don't think i can get something. I got to stop that