amymay

So i stayed up till 3 am hopeing to talk to someone but when they showed up they had plans and head to go.. I'm such a looser why do i even bother.. On the up side i did have a nice conversation with Msjune which was really nice. Though it braught up soo many memories i don't like thinking about.. so i'm feeling a bit more broken then normal which is only made worse because i'm getting sick.. sleep should help sleep solves all ... maybe i'll just sleep for a few days... that would be nice. I"ll sleep through E. and i's 4 year anniversery too that way i wont have to figure out a gift. My G~d what the hell is the point. Sometimes i just want to run and not stop. Find some where i belong but the longer i go the more i feel like that place maybe doesn't exist or if it does i wouldn't regonize it. I hate this feeling