amymay

Today has been intersting. Woke up completely stressed and kinda never stopped till E got home. They shut off our water again.. I hate construction people. Anyhow it just got me all worked up and the puppy was biteing me all day.. My hair my feet .. he just wanted to play but I wasn't in the mood... I'm going to be a horrable mother. E came home to dinner cooked (Kinda) it sucked and it was more like his lunch.. i didnt eat it. He calmed me down then we fucked. It was better then normal and he tried his little heart out. We were supposed to go to temple but we blew it off then we were going to go out for a late dinner at a local irish place but i think i've lost him to his game... At least we spent more time together then normal. Puppys sleeping now and E is playing .. and its quiet.. I like quiet. I just chatted with an old friend of mine from highschool. Guess what she has a kid.. so does 90% of my graduating class. that kinda scares me kinda makes me sad and kinda makes me happy. I got the furthest away from NY and i went to school and i didn't have a kid before 25 and i'm getting married.. really in that town it makes me very sucsesful. Really i didn't ever leave i just moved to a different state. This area is just like wolcott and it scares me at times.. of course everything kinda scares me. OK enough babbal from me.


And i'm going to repost this next bit till i get ideas.
Oh need your help... What do i get E for our anniversery on tuesday, and for christmas... Keep in mind i have NO money ... at all. I've done the cute coupons but he never remembers to use them. i've given him a box of promises that i never fallowed through on. And i've given him paintings some done and some not so done... Past cooking him dinner which i do almost every other night i dont' know what to give him. .. . I miss money.