Ok so late last night in the wee hours I added the only pic i had of Me in Highschool. Its with M. I wrote about him earlier this month. So then i get up this morning and turn on my mp3player i have hooked up for my bathroom the first three songs were all ones he sent me. So he's on my mind today. But really its more then you can't go home again feeling. Why are first loves so hard to get over. Its not that i want him back ... I don't. But i want to feel like some one loves me unconditionaly again. I think once your heart is broken once or twice faith becomes an issue. Some times i swear we are all bruesd fruit and we need to learn how to handel with care. Any how the pic and the three songs are below.
We've stayed friends and i still call him when i'm low.. He can still make me smile. He does it to mee too. So one night he sent me this with a message that said.. I know this is how i make you feel.. And im sorry..
Then a few days later he sent me this
And yet this is what makes me cry every time..
I guess a relationship is doomed when thats your song...
We've stayed friends and i still call him when i'm low.. He can still make me smile. He does it to mee too. So one night he sent me this with a message that said.. I know this is how i make you feel.. And im sorry..
Then a few days later he sent me this
And yet this is what makes me cry every time..
I guess a relationship is doomed when thats your song...
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ladylovelybrit:
i like that analogy, we are all bruised fruit. that is just so true. i like bush, and I love that song, it kinda stinks that it has to be attached to something that sad. thats what happens with me, all the songs that I was excited to share and hear get ruined for me...... 
badangela:
First loves are an amazing thing. Unfortunately you cant get back that wonderfull feeling your first love gives you. You are right we are all like bruised fruit which needs to be handled with care. You are very lucky if you find some one who will stay with you for ever who treats you with the care you need. Those songs are so sad yet beautiful at the same time.