amymay

The word of the day is unwanted.
Unwanted thoughts and memories
Unwanted emotions
Feeling unwanted being unwanted...


I tried to talk to E, It didn't go so hot. I don't think he understood what i was trying to say. It ended up in the bedroom with yet another fakeing orgasam.. He tried and he tried to listen. he just... didn't get it. In a weird way i love him more for trying to make me happy but i'm even more frustrated with how it never works out. i miss passion. I miss finding corners to hide in sneaking a kiss in the car and sneaking a feel in the supermarket. I miss being told i'm beautiful with out haveing to ask. I miss knowing i'm beauriful because of the way i'm touched. I'm to much in my own head these days. I need something more then this house and him... This painting is stairing at me and it doesn't have eyes... ahhh bad day....

Wonderful comments though thank you to everyone thats tried to help and lended an ear I appreate it.


Is there enough passion in the world?

Any how i'm hopeing to get around to posting some more of my work tomarrow. and if i'm lucky maybe the painting will get a face. Hope all of you who read this are haveing better days.