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WELL....................

Fucking hell it's all happened to me in the past week.

Well i've got no braces, just a removable retainer for now. So, woohoo to that.
Spent a lot of time celebrating that! Got into a total mess on Thursday, got into a fight with a guy because I poured a beer over his head. Oops! So yeah have a massive bruise on my leg from him.

Then Friday I got totally smashed on pills, all good... Nope. Siy, my fiance totally went under and paranoid and thought everybody was talking about him. Not good. On Saturday he text his mum, brother and all of our friends and told them we had split up because I was cheating on him. Total lie!!! Fucking paranoia is the worst thing ever!!!!

So... We've now decided that our 4 year relationship has come to it's natural end. Feel a bit numb but kind of excited, like i've got a new lease of life. I've never done anything for myself and now i have to be totally independent. This could be good... My mother thinks i'm going to end up destitute in a gutter somewhere with nowhere to live and no money which to be honest is probably further from the truth...

Will keep you up to date on how the break up goes because we're still living and working together and have all of the same friends... I'm so nervous.........