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I think I just broke up with my boyfriend.

F**K I goddamn miss him so much already, i love him so much, why does everything have to be so HARD.

I just wanted to get married and have babies and grow old and sit on a couch on our porch throwing things at young hooligans who walk past. Well... I didnt want that right now......
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magni:
One day at a time....

kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss
lozzy:
Glad to hear that things are kinda working themselves out girly smile If ya really want a purse... i'm actually making them for people, so let me know if you're serious about it (i think i'm going to sell them for about $45, i think)

(i'll send you my phone number now, so we can get together some time smile)
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My weekend finished about 2 hrs ago when my plane landed back in Melbourne from my last weekend in Sydney. I had the best time!!

Just taking it easy Friday, then drinks and (blah, crappy) sushi for dinner.

Saturday was totally lazy again, a long, late breakfast at bills2 and a wander through Darlinghurst in the sun. Saturday night we had the most amazing dinner...
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magni:
I do love you by the way!
sgood112400:
Hey, how did the interview go?
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Ripped this off slumberjackIL's journal... it is long, and hey, like my last entry said, i am bored!

* Have you ever...(put an X next to the things that apply to you)
(X) Been drunk.
(X) Smoked pot.
(X) Kissed a member of the opposite sex.
(X) Rode in a taxi.
(X) Been dumped.
Been in a fistfight.
(X) Been arrested.
(X) Made out...
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tjaden:
* Have you ever...(put an X next to the things that apply to you)
(X) Been drunk.
(X) Smoked pot.
(X) Kissed a member of the opposite sex.
(X) Rode in a taxi.
(X) Been dumped.
(X) Been in a fistfight.
Been arrested.
(X) Made out with a stranger
celebrated new years in Times Square.
(X) Went on a blind date.
(X) Lied to a friend.
(X) Had a crush on a teacher.
(X) Skipped school.

A p p e a r a n c e
Height: 6'2"
Hair color: Dark Brown
Skin color: "Olive Complexion"
Eye color: Brown
Piercings: all gone... frown
Tattoos: 0

R i g h t n o w
What color are the pants that you are wearing? Blue
What song are you listening to right now? B + A, The Beta Band
What taste is in your mouth? Wasabi
What's the weather like now? Cloudy, mild temp.
How are you? Good, but contemplative.
Get motion sickness? No.
Have a bad habit? Indeed
Like to drive? Quite.

F a v o r i t e s
TV show: Family Guy
Book: Too many to remember
Non-Alcoholic drink: water
Alcoholic drink: Whiskey, straight
Thing to do on the weekend: breakfast with friends, concerts, photography.

H a v e y o u...
Broken the law: Yes.
Ran away from home: Yes, but only for a few hours.
Gone skinny dipping: Yes, at camp.
Ever tipped over a porta potty: Nope.
Used your parents' credit card before: With their permission, of course.
Fell asleep in shower/bath: Yup.
Been in a school play: Only one, and dear god... what a way to do so.

L o v e
Boyfriend/girlfriend: Nope.
Current crush: Many.
Been in love: Indeed
Had a hard time getting over someone: Quite.
Been hurt: Of course. .
Greatest regret: No regrets.
Gone out with someone you only knew for 3 days: Yup.

R a n d o m
Do you have a job: Yes.
Your CD player has in it right now: Truck: DM + Jemini, Living Room: Godspeed You Black Emperor!, Bedroom: McLusky
If you were a crayon what color would you be: Navy Blue.
What makes you happy: Friends, photography, music.
Next CD you're gonna get: Too many to remember.

W h e n / w h a t w a s t h e l a s t
Time you cried: No idea.
Time you got a real letter: A few weeks ago.
You got an important e-mail: Today.
Thing you purchased: Groceries earlier this night.
Movie you saw in the theater: No idea.
Last Cigarette: Over a year ago... but it was rolled.
Last Alcoholic Drink: Fat Tire, a few minutes ago.
Last Car Ride: Returning from picking up groceries.
Last Kiss: Few weeks ago.
Last Library Book: Shamefully, I don't know.
Last Book Read: Still Life With Woodpecker, Tom Robbins
Last Movie Rented: No clue.
Last Cuss Word Uttered: Fuck
Last Beverage Drank: Fat Tire beer.
Last Food Consumed: Spicy Smoked Salmon sushi
Last Phone Call: A friend.
Last TV Show Watched: Conan O'Brien.
Last Time Showered: 8:50am.
Last Annoyance: Work.
Last Thing Written: A note.
Last Sleep: Last night. .
Last Sexual Fantasy: A disturbing dream involving a friend.
Last Ice Cream Eaten: Moose Tracks from a small creamery in north Idaho.
Last Time Hugged: Two days ago by my mother.
Last Lipstick Used: N/A
sgood112400:
good luck with the pending inteview!
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Bored.

So, so bored.

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magni:
What are you doing this very second I wonder...
magni:
Ha ha! This a fun game.... at 5:30 pm my time I was buying a slice of pizza for dinner then having a smoke next to a car park exit... Then I walked over to Border's bookstore in the Chicago theatre district (a few blocks) and looked for "Introducing Baudrillard", didn't find it and bought the lastest "Believer" magazine, got a voicemail on my cell but didn't hear the ring, and it was 6:00pm.

However the techinical answer would make it 1:30 am on Wednesday night. Like you I was asleep...hmmm..now this game is not so fun.... tongue

It must be 5 am on Friday and I'm just about ready for bed.
Good night!

EDIT: on top of that the time on my post says 7:02 but its really 9:02. Whats up with that?

[Edited on Jul 22, 2004 7:03PM]
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Well i had a pretty cool weekend in Sydney. The time I spent with my boyfriend was awesome, the weather was gorgeous, I ate sensational food and drank too much wine.

Friday night I was home alone with no phone, no internet, nothing on TV and nothing to read. So I entertained myself by taking a bunch of photos... check em out if you want....
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thefuckoffkid:
Sydney's rainy and cold now, so it held off until you left! wink
mqx:
Checkin' in for the weekend. I haven't gotten an email from you since the one you sent through SG, so if you sent me something through a normal email account my dumb hotmail has dropped it into junk mail and it has gone away. If you haven't sent anything, then you can ignore most of this message and get back to that same ol' thing you do, day after day.... kiss

A damn piece of tooth just fell out while I was eating almonds... and my foxy dentist quit a few months ago... this weekend is shaping up to be annoying already. smile
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Ok time to stop feeling so sorry for myself, give myself a kick up the butt, and pull myself out of this sad little hole I've been in for a while.

I am GOOD! I have to remember that. I can do everything and more as long as i set my mind to it.

I am good enough to have friends and good enough to...
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thefuckoffkid:
Watcha doin' in Sydney, ma'am?
mqx:
Yeah, I get in those moods, too. You can hit me with an email anytime you feel like communicating like "normal" people. wink Otherwise I'll catch ya later, gator, as they say.
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Didn't get the job.

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da_shark:
Sorry to hear that.

Need a hug?

Later
skull
mqx:
Gettin' back to it right now, in fact. It's a comic script that I'm trying to get into shape to give to an artist friend, to get a proposal together, to go to San Deigo comic con in a couple weeks and pitch to a publisher I know there. And that's a long sentence....

I'll check back in later tonight... yeah, I didn't realize how long that was going to be when I was writing it... I'll be surprised if anyone gets through it. biggrin
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Just had my weekend away in Sydney and it was soooo good just to not be at home for a few days!! I love Sydney, would like to live there again one day.

It was also *fantastic* to see my honey again after so long, and i get to see him again in 2 weeks, and 2 weeks after that, and after that... mmm... this...
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magni:
Its not winter its summer. Duh! Yer so silly.tongue

Ya I'm totally cool...well not totally. But I got so much more of myself out of the deal. I feel like I totally accept myself for who I am whereas I used to beat myself up for being kind of a freak.

Sounds like your doing the interviews right, just getting anxious.

Keep it up smile
djkris2fur:
I'm curious on your music tastes as well,and just wanted to say good luck on the move to Chicago!

cheers! smile
Australia is a place that I would love to visit one day!
I have a musician friend from there!
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Is it funny or sad that I am surrounded by people but am craving someone to talk to?
Sad i guess.

So today has been a Tea day. Tea consumption is as follows:
3 x regular english breakfast
2 x Honeycomb tea
1 x Vanilla Tea
1 x Choc Orange Tea
1 x Cookies & Cream Tea

I've seen the ads for these new flavours...
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magni:
Sometimes you have make up the difference by giving more to yourself.
pixiepamela:
you say that you aren't brave enough. It will come with time(hopefully) the body is one of the most amazing things in the world.
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1 to go... yeah baby!

At least when my head is so full of study I don't have time to dwell on anything else - thought and over analysis of the slightest things is the bane of my existance.

I don't even know what bane means!

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pixiepamela:
ummmmmm you are so sexy. sooooo very sexy. best of luck with studying
magni:
Yup...Too Much Information.

Yeah she doesn't need to be but I saw her topless in "Taking Lives"...then found a poster of her wearing something peek-a-boo. It only gets better with less clothes, let me tell you.