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I just can't shake this @#*%#%# BUG. My throat is KILLING me frown Lately it's only been in the mornings tho, so hopefully I will start being able to swallow without crying sometime in the next few hours.

It is 6.53am. Why am I up?

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girl303:
sorry we didn't meet up... frown next time...feel better.
girl303:
frown frown frown frown frown frown
that SUCKS. cat didn't get any messages on her phone. we left that bar at 12ish and figured since u hadn't called u had gone to bed. she sent u that text soon after i talked to u. man, we owe u. blackeyed u were NOT forgotten...
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EDIT Does anyone in Chicago have a sleeping bag or something I can borrow for a few days please? I have three friends coming to stay and only enough blankets for 2...
Back to your regularly scheduled programming

Thank you thank you thank you to everyone who was concerned about my crap-ass job situation, especially the couple that called to make sure I was okay....
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elora1:
yea. i do try different breathing techniques. and visualization stuff. and i always pound back the water to try to keep down the nausea! i guess (know) that we all have our own things we need to do.
nerdboy2345:
thanks smile
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I got fired this morning.



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misterdoom:
Better in the morning then later. That way you have all day to celebrate. biggrin
cat:
not the greatest day, or night for that matter. my sister thinks she wants to move in and get married to her boyfriend, whom she's only known for 2 months, and is being completely PIG HEADED about it. and I'm feeling REALLY DEPRESSED about the entire thing. She's never been on her own, and she desperately needs to learn how to be independent-moving in with him is like the worst thing I can think of for her, but I'm like the last person on the planet she wants to hear that from.
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I'm still here, just not feeling good. Both my physical and mental worlds are being bitches at the moment.

I'll get back to you all, promise, but for right now Am is taking a break from her life.

!Hasta la vista!
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girl303:
sorry that your worlds are being hard on u. hope u got that massage...that will definitely make u feel better. smile
itburns:
we all need a break every once in a while, followed by s clean start. hope you're well and that you know i'll help in any way i can kiss
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I want to see a movie this weekend, what do you recommend?


BTW, my " blackeyed blackeyed " journal was about the fact that it was Monday, not in reference to my weekend. The weekend rocked, thanks to Cat. I'm trying to think of somewhere I can take her out next to say thanks for continuing my strippers / naked women / porn / Cat education....
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oracle:
smile
itburns:
hey stranger, where you been?
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surreal

blackeyed blackeyed
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elora1:
it was great to 'kinda' meet you too! it's nice to put real life together with porn life!

i am really looking forward to the next event!!!

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cat:
Me, naked? In realy life? Um...OKAY. kiss
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iloveyoumang:
I'll take your man, he might learn something.

All kidding aside, it figures that horny level went to 10 oh so "late"....Jeezus I'm an easy drunk.

iloveyoumang:
Well, I'd use the poor boy to get to you. Seriously, I luff you both! You were so nice to me, nicetameetcha!
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Spring is in the air, I love the promise of new things but the itch to be out there exploring is making me restless. It's the most beautiful night out tonight, I have the windows flung wide and am sitting in my bay window looking out over Chicago (isn't she lovely?). I'm horny and home alone.

I'm about to dig into some vanilla ice-cream with...
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bedheadchicken:
any day without strangling your boss is a good one.

that's my motto.
magni:
I plan to be there for cat's shindig. Of course!
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olsen:
Fun! I love that shot of Cat's upper pallete smile.

Well I was gonna invite you along to see Sin City with K and I, but seeing as how you've done that, I guess I won't!! But yes, we should catch up. I'm just really busy with rehearsals and such. Whatcha doing saturday night though?
clone:
since I do what I'm told like a good little boy, I had to stop by and tell you that you simply MUST do a set with Cat
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keila:
You should have bought one as a souvenir smile
girl303:
no problem... wink honestly, i have decided that photos do not truly reveal a person. even when u are looking for someone, it's hard to recognize them from a foto only. it's odd... smile