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Friday Oct 29, 2004

Oct 28, 2004
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UPDATE: Happy Spring Racing Carnival! YAY! Here is me in a pretty pink hat.



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Him
Full of self-thought but not selfish.
Generous to a fault,
hed give me the world if he could.
And he can
If Id let him.
I wont
Easy to please, if only Id believe it.

Me
Anxious, Eager to please
Tell me what makes you smile
Self conscious
Obsessive compulsive
Snobby, self-righteous, aloof
Imagined, cant you hear the screaming inside?

Him with the puppy dog eyes, me with the puppy dog ways.

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Barren tree beckons me. Branches scrape the window to my crying room.
Barren lie, she plants the seeds of jealousy under my skin.
VIEW 5 of 5 COMMENTS
daweenis:
Hey come on now....if I don't wear the nametag how are you going to know me at the airport... wink

I like the new haircut...you and your big saucer eyes... smile
Oct 29, 2004
esme:
Spring! Bah!!!!

I'm not sure what my feelings on karma are either. If it exists, it certainly isn't as cut and dry as we'd like to think. I mean, we're rarely rewarded in any identifiable way for being especially considerate or disciplined or generous...and at the same time are often allowed to get away with bad behaviour without consequence.

I'm still trying to figure out what the reason for all this is. Is it to teach me something? Like to be more careful with my possesions, or to not take things for granted (like being able to get to work in under 15 minutes)? Or maybe it has nothing to do with me, and it has to do with this person who stole it and how they needed some kind of intervention to set their life straight, even if it does end up being jail. Or maybe if I'd been able to drive to work on Sunday I would have gotten into this big accident. Who can say? It's not over yet, anyway.
Oct 31, 2004

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