Just had my weekend away in Sydney and it was soooo good just to not be at home for a few days!! I love Sydney, would like to live there again one day.
It was also *fantastic* to see my honey again after so long, and i get to see him again in 2 weeks, and 2 weeks after that, and after that... mmm... this will be a good winter.
I think i was a bit mean to him tho... i spend so much time missing him and getting SO excited about seeing him, and then when we're together i get really conflicted about how good it feels versus how bad it will feel to leave him again. I really need to work on appreciating the moment and the time we have together.
Only a few more months before i make the big move to Chicago! (I hope) Long distance relationships suck!
It was also unreal to feel like i had my own place again, and not sharing with so many people, having my own space, my own kitchen and bathroom and lounge and mmmm.... peace and quiet. I spent a whole day just being lazy in his apartment loving the fact that it was just us again.
I had a second interview for a job today. It's a job i can do easily, and have done very similar stuff before, and it will be fun and busy and challenging too. I KNOW i can do it... but i stuff up interviews so bad! I totally freak out and get so nervous I can't remember anything and can usually never manage to get across the point that i am actually a total gun at a lot of things (ah, modesty
)
At least I made it to a second interview - thought i had really screwed it up but my recruiter called me after and told me the General Manager was impressed by me... so even if i dont get the job at least i know i managed to perform well in the interview. Why do interviews have to suck so badly? And why do i get so freaked out by them?? ARGH!!
Since i have no homework I am going to grab a DVD and get into bed... nice.
Goodnight!
It was also *fantastic* to see my honey again after so long, and i get to see him again in 2 weeks, and 2 weeks after that, and after that... mmm... this will be a good winter.
I think i was a bit mean to him tho... i spend so much time missing him and getting SO excited about seeing him, and then when we're together i get really conflicted about how good it feels versus how bad it will feel to leave him again. I really need to work on appreciating the moment and the time we have together.
Only a few more months before i make the big move to Chicago! (I hope) Long distance relationships suck!
It was also unreal to feel like i had my own place again, and not sharing with so many people, having my own space, my own kitchen and bathroom and lounge and mmmm.... peace and quiet. I spent a whole day just being lazy in his apartment loving the fact that it was just us again.
I had a second interview for a job today. It's a job i can do easily, and have done very similar stuff before, and it will be fun and busy and challenging too. I KNOW i can do it... but i stuff up interviews so bad! I totally freak out and get so nervous I can't remember anything and can usually never manage to get across the point that i am actually a total gun at a lot of things (ah, modesty
)
At least I made it to a second interview - thought i had really screwed it up but my recruiter called me after and told me the General Manager was impressed by me... so even if i dont get the job at least i know i managed to perform well in the interview. Why do interviews have to suck so badly? And why do i get so freaked out by them?? ARGH!!
Since i have no homework I am going to grab a DVD and get into bed... nice.
Goodnight!
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Ya I'm totally cool...well not totally. But I got so much more of myself out of the deal. I feel like I totally accept myself for who I am whereas I used to beat myself up for being kind of a freak.
Sounds like your doing the interviews right, just getting anxious.
Keep it up
cheers!
Australia is a place that I would love to visit one day!
I have a musician friend from there!