amoz12

Time flows without care or regard for anything you might have planned for yourself.

People leave and there's nothing you can do about it save watch them go...

Brothers go away to war and never come back...

Children grow up and leave you alone to grow old and die...

Mothers fill your head full of their fears and then stroke your hair and tell you that everything will be alright...

but it won't be...
it's never alright...
it's never fine...
never whole or complete the way it was in the womb.

and we all strive to return to that perfect place lost to us at birth.

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I feel lost at the moment and I don't know who to deal with it, remember that old adage: "Becauseful for what you wish for, you just might get it."

Well, they should put in a clause about it not sticking around for too long after you do get it. I feel like I'm losing everthing and I don't know what to do except watch.

hell, I wanna say so much but it'll just come out petty and whinny (like it is right now).

Anyway...
fuck it.