Pretty awesome night.... thank you so much Inara, who is now one of my favorite people ever, seriously.
Downingolsen temperachel ♥ harlequin1971 thanks too. I had a blast and that was probably the most drunk I have ever been in my whole entire life without vomiting everywhere. So maybe I'm building up that tolerance, eh??
I was dancing and singing and making a total...
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Downingolsen temperachel ♥ harlequin1971 thanks too. I had a blast and that was probably the most drunk I have ever been in my whole entire life without vomiting everywhere. So maybe I'm building up that tolerance, eh??
I was dancing and singing and making a total...
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Surprisingly I'm not THAT tired this morning.
But I am going to go straight to sleep when I get home though. And then off to the breakroom to visit Inara and hopefully others..... tonight I'm gonna get wasted. If you get a phone call from me at one a.m. you should let your answering machine pick up because you might just get a super drunk...
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But I am going to go straight to sleep when I get home though. And then off to the breakroom to visit Inara and hopefully others..... tonight I'm gonna get wasted. If you get a phone call from me at one a.m. you should let your answering machine pick up because you might just get a super drunk...
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carryavengeance:
wish i could afford to get drunk...i deserve some alcohol after all the bullshit i been putting up with in life
1 AM isn't that late...i used to get calls from my friend Angie at 3AM & she would be on her cell phone loud as fuck just screaming into "I JUST CALLED TO TELL YOU THAT I LOVE YOU GUYS!"...even tho it was only me she was talkin to i dont know who the fuck else she was every talking about either...she is a crazy drunk too...i think she gets bipolar from the alcohol, cuz she would curse out her boyfriend & her family but then go to all her other friends sayin how much she loves them
1 AM isn't that late...i used to get calls from my friend Angie at 3AM & she would be on her cell phone loud as fuck just screaming into "I JUST CALLED TO TELL YOU THAT I LOVE YOU GUYS!"...even tho it was only me she was talkin to i dont know who the fuck else she was every talking about either...she is a crazy drunk too...i think she gets bipolar from the alcohol, cuz she would curse out her boyfriend & her family but then go to all her other friends sayin how much she loves them
carryavengeance:
well im just glad your not an angry drunk, the kind who hates everyone once they a lil tipsy
You guys though I'd be gone for long????
Fuck no, I'm an addict.
Fuck no, I'm an addict.
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mothra:
Sooo tired today. Mornings will kill me. 
godsmoker:
Indeed! Glad you're with us again.
Sorry I haven't been on much, I'm going through a bunch of crap... not all bad. I'm trying to retain a positive outlook!!!
I decided I needed to take a break from a couple of people to help me put things into perspective about who is really my friend.... I do have some serious doubts.
But all in all I'm keeping my head up.
I...
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I decided I needed to take a break from a couple of people to help me put things into perspective about who is really my friend.... I do have some serious doubts.
But all in all I'm keeping my head up.
I...
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mothra:
I need to talk to you if you get this tonight.
blaueminxaugen:
I guess I am incapable of leaving on a silent note with anyone.
I just wanted to say that I think you are a wonderful girl, with an extreme amount of potential (as you know I've felt this since I've met you). You were and still will be a big part of my life. And I want nothing but the best for you, and I hope that from now on you can make decisions that are going to do good for yourself. You're very selfless, but sometimes you need to focus on YOU. And I think most of the time that you think you are doing things for YOU, you really aren't. You just say that you are so that people won't hassle you about it.
I feel I need to sever ties with a lot of people right now, because of the lack of involvment. Not just from you, but from many...so instead of moping about it, and dwelling as I have done in the past, I've decided to just let go, and/or take a break. I need to get my life on track, as anyone our age probably needs to, and I can't do that when all I do is worry about my friends and their needs and their lives. I worry about you so much it stresses me out.
I need to start doing things for myself, and pushing myself harder. Everytime I think I'm going to, I get scared and run, and I don't want to do that anymore...so until I change a few things about myself, I don't want to expose myself, or be exposed to many people right now, because I don't feel I am good for some, and vise versa.
I wish you the best of luck in all your endavours, and if you ever need me, I'm a phone call and drive away and will always be there for you. I love you and always will...and I hope that this is not an ending, but a break to a new beginning between us. I hope that when we become friends again, it is stronger than ever and that we have gotten through our current hardships and learned to be more humble and passive people. I also hope that you and I can laugh about all the things we've made into such big deals, because if you look at the big picture, a lot of what we've fought over, and even had good times over, won't really matter in the long run.
Please take care of yourself.
I just wanted to say that I think you are a wonderful girl, with an extreme amount of potential (as you know I've felt this since I've met you). You were and still will be a big part of my life. And I want nothing but the best for you, and I hope that from now on you can make decisions that are going to do good for yourself. You're very selfless, but sometimes you need to focus on YOU. And I think most of the time that you think you are doing things for YOU, you really aren't. You just say that you are so that people won't hassle you about it.
I feel I need to sever ties with a lot of people right now, because of the lack of involvment. Not just from you, but from many...so instead of moping about it, and dwelling as I have done in the past, I've decided to just let go, and/or take a break. I need to get my life on track, as anyone our age probably needs to, and I can't do that when all I do is worry about my friends and their needs and their lives. I worry about you so much it stresses me out.
I need to start doing things for myself, and pushing myself harder. Everytime I think I'm going to, I get scared and run, and I don't want to do that anymore...so until I change a few things about myself, I don't want to expose myself, or be exposed to many people right now, because I don't feel I am good for some, and vise versa.
I wish you the best of luck in all your endavours, and if you ever need me, I'm a phone call and drive away and will always be there for you. I love you and always will...and I hope that this is not an ending, but a break to a new beginning between us. I hope that when we become friends again, it is stronger than ever and that we have gotten through our current hardships and learned to be more humble and passive people. I also hope that you and I can laugh about all the things we've made into such big deals, because if you look at the big picture, a lot of what we've fought over, and even had good times over, won't really matter in the long run.
Please take care of yourself.
I got this in my inbox this morning.....
It almost made me cry.
I promised, never a Love Poem
And I write
These words
To continue
Where all
Of the best
Songs ended
Is it hopeless
To be a Romantic,
When her skin
Makes you stutter?
Redemption is
Spelled out
In every line
That she traces
On my back,
With her fingers.
And consolation is...
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It almost made me cry.
I promised, never a Love Poem
And I write
These words
To continue
Where all
Of the best
Songs ended
Is it hopeless
To be a Romantic,
When her skin
Makes you stutter?
Redemption is
Spelled out
In every line
That she traces
On my back,
With her fingers.
And consolation is...
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mothra:
Hopeless isn't a word I know.
godsmoker:
I'm in a testimonial mood today. Take care.
Take care.Do you ever sit at your desk while at work and kind of wish that some sort of disaster would happen, like a car comes crashing through the side of the building or a fire starts, just so you don't have to work anymore??
Yeah today i s definitely one of those days. And its only nine oclock.
Shoot me now.
I do have to...
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Yeah today i s definitely one of those days. And its only nine oclock.
Shoot me now.
I do have to...
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squishylizards:
at my work i prey that those chaotic things will stop happening for a minute.
once i did get to go home because there was a bomb threat.
once i did get to go home because there was a bomb threat.
withsobereyes:
You remind me of me. Except my work involves sun, heat and physical work alot.
So its pretty natural for me to wish for the random earthquake in Arizona when im way hungover off of three hours of sleep out in the sun 8)
So its pretty natural for me to wish for the random earthquake in Arizona when im way hungover off of three hours of sleep out in the sun 8)
The Shins- Caring is Creepy
i think i'll go home and mull this over
before i cram it down my throat
at long last it's crashed, the colossal mass
has broken up into bits in my moat.
lift the mattress off the floor
walk the cramps off
go meander in the cold
hail to your dark skin
hiding the fact you're dead again
undeneath the...
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i think i'll go home and mull this over
before i cram it down my throat
at long last it's crashed, the colossal mass
has broken up into bits in my moat.
lift the mattress off the floor
walk the cramps off
go meander in the cold
hail to your dark skin
hiding the fact you're dead again
undeneath the...
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herotozero:
oooh, i love the shins...especially the new album chutes to narrow...thats hot shit right there.
im not feeling good today, i had a fight with my friend anissa about "us"
im not feeling good today, i had a fight with my friend anissa about "us"
_v_:
i freakin love ths shins
i want to find more of them doing covers
i want to find more of them doing covers
80s party tonight??? eh eh eh????
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squishylizards:
dammit dammit dammit! wish i'd gone. 
oh well.
oh well.
brokenglassheart:
dude, that party was the lamest ever! let's roll to the hip hop clubs my nizzle!!!! yay!
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demoncleaner70:
Oi! I missed it.
godsmoker:
Farking shit! It just said "the Farker made me take it off"....hmmm. Interesting..... Have a good weekend!
Well breakroom tonight.
Gay Paul Rudd can't go, but he sends the ladies his love. haha
Lady in Red for you Inara.
It will be good.
I hope to see some of you guys down there, I miss you guys.
Gay Paul Rudd can't go, but he sends the ladies his love. haha
Lady in Red for you Inara.
It will be good.
I hope to see some of you guys down there, I miss you guys.
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rachelrain:
I had so much fun last night. Sorry Gay Paul Rudd and friends couldn't make it...maybe you can bring them to the 80s shindig. That would be so many shades of happy.
thrasher:
well I figure I should go, since I'm the olny one old enough to really remember the 80's
p.s. slo-mo matrix moves are cool like whoa.