i feel sick. yuck.
sleep would be good.
decision will be made immediately. i can't take all this indecisiveness.
sleep would be good.
decision will be made immediately. i can't take all this indecisiveness.
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Here is goes....
Something productive needs to be done.
Last night was really nice, i got my ass kicked at 5000. Maybe I'm not the best gambler in the whole wide world.
i think everything is going to be ok....
i have no clue what the hell is going to happen... but I have a feeling everything will be ok.
Something productive needs to be done.
Last night was really nice, i got my ass kicked at 5000. Maybe I'm not the best gambler in the whole wide world.
i think everything is going to be ok....
i have no clue what the hell is going to happen... but I have a feeling everything will be ok.
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mothra:
Things will be OK. I'm pretty sure you can handle whatever you have to do. 
rumrunner:
ahhhhhhh your FUCKED 
no no I'm just acting like a tosser right now I didn't mean it.
You'll be just fine ?????
ohhh better run time for my morning cup of coffee ,smoke and slice of mmmm pumpkin PIE...
no no I'm just acting like a tosser right now I didn't mean it.
You'll be just fine ?????
ohhh better run time for my morning cup of coffee ,smoke and slice of mmmm pumpkin PIE...
******** very long in depth scentences that are my thoughts right now***************
Fuck.
First of all I just had to say FUCK shit fuck damn it piss it all to hell.
I have been in Tucson since thursday night and been without internet access and a phone that works outside of Phoenix. BTW to anyone that leaves a message if I'm not in phoenix--- leave...
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Fuck.
First of all I just had to say FUCK shit fuck damn it piss it all to hell.
I have been in Tucson since thursday night and been without internet access and a phone that works outside of Phoenix. BTW to anyone that leaves a message if I'm not in phoenix--- leave...
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vauxilary:
Wow thats some serious stuff, I think it sounds like you definately made the right decision. Hang in there and everything will work out and begin to feel more and more right as it goes. Outside of that though you are so adorable, you profile pic rocks! 
And whats really awesome is I just went up to my cabin in New Mexico and before I left I burned a cd that was just Muse and Postal Service which happen to be your first two songs you listed as your fav's...interesting...haha Take care girl. 
And whats really awesome is I just went up to my cabin in New Mexico and before I left I burned a cd that was just Muse and Postal Service which happen to be your first two songs you listed as your fav's...interesting...haha Take care girl. 
swiss_miss:
Good luck, sweetheart! You're beautiful inside and out. You're making one of the smartest decisions of your life.
<3
love you,
swiss
<3
love you,
swiss
Just wanted to say agagin how much fun Seans party was. The night may have ended on a sour note... but man I had a blast.
Shawn found many new uses for my skirt, I discovered how absolutely wonderful vodka sours are, I smoked more than a pack of cigarettes, I danced to Mt. Simms, met some really awesome new people, got pulled into the...
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Shawn found many new uses for my skirt, I discovered how absolutely wonderful vodka sours are, I smoked more than a pack of cigarettes, I danced to Mt. Simms, met some really awesome new people, got pulled into the...
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mothra:
I hope everything is OK. You have me worried now, for a day or so I just missed seeing you, now I'm really wondering what's going on. Let me know.
herotozero:
hey, you ok?...i havent heard from you online for a while..._theminx also said you are moving back to tucson...thats soooo lame but oh well
say hi so i know you are not dead
say hi so i know you are not dead
i'm leaving the country for the day... don't worry. i'll be back.
i need to not think about anything for a day.
i'm so overanalytical its not even funny.
i hate it i hate it.
still in a good mood though. seans pool party was tons of fun and it was just what i needed. I met some really cool people there, and got to...
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i need to not think about anything for a day.
i'm so overanalytical its not even funny.
i hate it i hate it.
still in a good mood though. seans pool party was tons of fun and it was just what i needed. I met some really cool people there, and got to...
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mothra:
Sorry you didn't get to leave the country, but call me if those naked guys don't make your night... I'll be around.
angelfuckaz:
Man you forgot about the many uses I found for your skirt.
Ok well I haven't responded to anyones comments yet because I haven't had enough time.
Hopefully later today.
Dal.... lots of love.
Becca... call me!
I think i want what anybody wants.. someone to care about them at the end of the day and that cares about me too.
Dan thinks I have a boy friend haha.
gah. i hate getting technical. its all in...
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Hopefully later today.
Dal.... lots of love.
Becca... call me!
I think i want what anybody wants.. someone to care about them at the end of the day and that cares about me too.
Dan thinks I have a boy friend haha.
gah. i hate getting technical. its all in...
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anaphalaxis:
Hah! No need for thanks babe.
And the reason is cos I live in London: would you move?
XXX
And the reason is cos I live in London: would you move?
XXX
In a bit of a better mood.... had a really stressful night last night, starting with Tony showing up at my apartment at two in the morning pretending to be someone who was breaking into my apartment while I was home by myself. I was almost in tears and I was so scared I almost shit myself.
Then I was called by a "friend" (friends...
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anaphalaxis:
Ya, agree with Mothra. New profile pic made me think of lookin at the rest of your pics. I'd quite forgotten how hot you are! 
How's that workin out for ya?
How's that workin out for ya?
doctoroctopus:
Just letting you know I dropped you a new testimonial. My old one was kind of outdated, but at least i was the first one to give you one 
Oh yeah... nice new pics. If I were single I'd have a hard time containing the inevitable drool *sticking foot in mouth yet again*
Oh yeah... nice new pics. If I were single I'd have a hard time containing the inevitable drool *sticking foot in mouth yet again*
tonight the couple friends i have are wrapped up in a fierce game of AC... (online multi player game..... yee haw)
so i'm pretty damn bored. if you're doing anything tonight... i'm jealous of you.
i'm probably going to go to bed and dwell more about things that i shouldn't be dwelling about.
i hate life right now.
i miss tucson. i wish i could...
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so i'm pretty damn bored. if you're doing anything tonight... i'm jealous of you.
i'm probably going to go to bed and dwell more about things that i shouldn't be dwelling about.
i hate life right now.
i miss tucson. i wish i could...
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mothra:
Yeah, you suck. Sorry
herotozero:
online games...be careful of those, they will ruin your social life. Dont move back to tucson...its cool but very lame there. sorry about the band too, but at least this opens for a chance you might be able to say, "we're gettting band back together!"
and on a side note, just like mothra said, you DO suck...but i dont do sorry
and on a side note, just like mothra said, you DO suck...but i dont do sorry
Today i'm just very pessimistic about everything.
I hope i can cheer up soon.
Last night i went home and cried in my bed for an hour straight. I'm getting sick too... so I'm just a mess.
I wish I could explain it all to you guys...
But alot of it I need to keep private out of respect.
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I hope i can cheer up soon.
Last night i went home and cried in my bed for an hour straight. I'm getting sick too... so I'm just a mess.
I wish I could explain it all to you guys...
But alot of it I need to keep private out of respect.
I'll survive. one freaking day at...
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blaueminxaugen:
Bah hum bug. Buck up bitch...we'll get through this bullshit. I love yah.
herotozero:
what on earth is going on?...let me know smellypants! 
i only did what was right in the situation.
i'm sorry
i feel horrible tonight.
i'm an apprentice now.
there are certainly some lessons i needed to learn.
i have been through so, so much... but i am still a little girl.
i will write my life story later... its a novel.
for now i will go to bed alone and know that i did...
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i'm sorry
i feel horrible tonight.
i'm an apprentice now.
there are certainly some lessons i needed to learn.
i have been through so, so much... but i am still a little girl.
i will write my life story later... its a novel.
for now i will go to bed alone and know that i did...
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calmer_than_you:
YES, to the playing the game part... but you aer only reading this comment because the server is down at the moment, lol. and i think it may be back up by now, so bye.
anaphalaxis:
Aaaaaah, well in that case yeah, very wise to look on it as a life experience. Every1 fucks up once in a while. Why are we so willing to forgive it in others but not ourselves?
I think I'd look good on the charger, but the armour might be a bit of a fashion no no
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I think I'd look good on the charger, but the armour might be a bit of a fashion no no
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hope you feel better