Friday Jul 09, 2004

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Everything is a mess right now but I'm still STRANGELY ENOUGH....happy.

I don't want to mess this up. Don't let me. confused

And I want to get everything else in place. Life would be so much nicer.

Could I handle ALL that happiness????

hopefully!!! smile
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annamei:
it was nice to meet you! hope to see you again sometime smile
herotozero:
the COOLEST person I've EVER met.

you rule SOOOOO much I want to be JUUUUST like you.

Thursday Jul 08, 2004

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one word.

awesome.

love

ummm... thanks biggrin

_TheMinx is in town and I'm glad to have her back.

I'm realyy tired but I have a feeling I'm gonna be walking around all day with a cheesy grin on my face anyways. would i do it again? in a heartbeat. love

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I changed the word to amazing. More suitable.

And i fucking HATE big heels. I think I...
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harlequin1971:
hurray...lemonade anyone?

smile wink eeek biggrin
cakemix:
nothing wrong with small bosoms
but she was a big girl and it seemed out of proportion
frown

Wednesday Jul 07, 2004

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gosh i suck sometimes.

But my head is still up.

Nothing can take away this biggrin .

not yet.
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bang_bang:
thanx for ur comment...you sound sad also I always have a ear open
wesleyness:
Ill take your word for it.

Tuesday Jul 06, 2004

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biggrin

thats all.
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mothra:
...no shit, what evil lies behind a grin like that? I think I know and I'm missing out. kiss
doctoroctopus:
Holy horseshit Batman... is that a smile in fair young Amory's journal?

Sorry bout that... just so damn rare to see one of those that it kind of caught me off guard. Plus you have a smile that could make a british royal guardsman pass out, so it was quite nice to stumble upon it. Don't know whats causing you to be so joyous, but whatever it is keep doing it.

Saturday Jul 03, 2004

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Today i'm feeling pretty crappy (vomiting is NOT fun) but I have someone whos taking care of me and although he'll never believe me....

I really do appreciate it.

I appreciate everything he's done for me in the past few months and even though things didn't work out like I had hoped.... i still love him. And appreciate him as the wonderful person I know...
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carryavengeance:
im talkin bout ur update...whoever this guy is, goodluck with him
demoncleaner70:
Glad to hear things are coming together hope your 4th was filled with bright lights.

Friday Jul 02, 2004

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ok ok ok

so QUICK update.

Feeling better. Getting things situated.

one thing i'm really happy about.

I have some of the best friends I could have ever asked for. I don't know how this happened. but it did.

love love love

I can't stop talking about how great they are. I don't know what life would be like without them.

But thank you.

smile
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toothless:
did you know that it's maxxus 's b-day?

p.s. love
angelfuckaz:
I feel tons better now thank you. love

Wednesday Jun 30, 2004

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to alot of people and myself

im so tired.

i remember waking up everyday and not feeling like this. when did it become this way? what happened? what changed?

when did i leave the life i knew and become this person i don't want to be... this person im scared to look in the mirror at. i want to break the mirror. i want to...
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angelfuckaz:
Yeah I left before they played.
applerecords1251:
This seems to be your life theme. You need to take some happy pills and find Jesus or something. I don't have answers, find some answers and work it out.

Tuesday Jun 29, 2004

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Confession session lasted awhile tonight. It was good times.

I love those boys, I really do. Some of the most wonderful people I've ever met. I said a couple of really bad confessions that i never told anyone else about in my whole life. It was a little relieving but more or less it know got me thinking about all the bad shit i've done....
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bang_bang:
it always gets better .....hang in there cutie biggrin
angelfuckaz:
Man I am still going I dont care so I will let you know how TBS was once agin Im pretty sure they will play some new songs too muhhahahahahah.

Saturday Jun 26, 2004

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Maybe when the room is empty, maybe when the bottles full,
maybe when the door gets broke down love can break in.

Maybe when I'm done with thinking, maybe you can think me whole,
maybe when I'm done with endings this can begin.

Maybe when your hair gets darker, maybe when your eyes get wide,
maybe when the walls are smaller there will be more...
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squishylizards:
we all love you baby! kiss kiss kiss
rumrunner:
You know after reading those words I feel better for some reason hmmmm

Friday Jun 25, 2004

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Decision was made. I'm gonna stay and focus on getting shit together and i get to have Cameron up here at least half the time! So thats really exciting. its settled with my ex... now I need to convince my mom. Oh thats gonna be the really tough part. I hope it all works out... it was just too much money to get out of...
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anaphalaxis:
I think you can live with just Hamlet and Lear. They are kind of like the book ends of your life.
I also like Macbeth, the Tempest and Richard III. There are a few more, mostly the history plays. I hate nearly all of the comedies.

A theatre nerd eh? Qeudos to you!!!

I can't really offer much advice to you sweetie, mainly cos I've got a horrible hangover and so am way out of inspiration. Just know that life is like the stock market. There are ups and downs. Just know that there will be good times, and that however you feel now these things pass. kiss
mothra:
Good luck with all this, it has to be harder than I could even imagine. kiss
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