amory

The site was down earlier, and now it's back!!!

I don't know what I'd do without SG. Seriously. It's my place to write whatever I feel like, I love it.

I'm super sick.... may be taking a trip to the hospital later. Fun times. I guess it all catches up to you in the end. So we had a meeting today at work and then I had a talk one on one with my president. He told me that with the progress that we are making, he thinks I should sign a lease here for no longer than six months. I guess that means that I'll be here for six months, or that if he needed me to go somewhere he wouldn't mind paying the buy out... who knows. It's really dissapointing in a way, and on the other hand it's probably for the best. A little more time never hurt. I would probably freak out if I left soon anyway. I just hate to see stuff getting pushed back and pushed back. Just give me a real goal, something to strive for, a date, something to set my sights on... and I will do so much better than if you give me the.... "well, probably then." "We think around this time." " at the end of the month, no after christmas..." I just HATE it. Drives me nuts.

I just want something definite. In all areas of my life.