Well.... I was gonna go out.
But now Im at home... not really knowing what to do....
I'm not upset anymore, I'm just confused. Thats all. All I want is some sort of resolution to this never ending madness! Thats all I can hope.
I'm listening to music....
Of all the shooting stars I knew, I never felt at ease with anyone but you♥ ♥
Sitting here listening to emo music definitely doesnt help. I think I'm gonna put on the killers cause that new song is really catchy and I'm not afraid to admit I blast it and dance around my aprtment singing really awfully at the top of my lungs.
As I was clearing my head I came to the sad realization that there are too many really fake, discriminating, gossiping, dramaful, two faced people. I have taken so many steps towards clearing that out of my life and to stop doing that myself. I was once naive about this and so many other things, but I'm moving past that. And i only have a few things to say to those people. My self esteem may not be up to par, I may have made some stupid, thoughtless decisions in my life, but you know what... all in all I'm a good fucking person. Regardless of my sailors mouth and my need to be obnoxious sometimes.... I know that I will always look out for others. I will try my best to be there for ANYONE who needs me to be there. Or just wants me to be there. I go out of my way for the people who have shown me that they are worthy of it, and i still help those who have shit on me time and time again. I'm not an idiot, I'm not some stupid little giggly girl, although I'm sure I come off that way sometimes. There is so much more to me that most of you have never seen. I have an undeniable fire inside of me. I am strong. And to anyone who has never taken the time to get to know me, or had based their judgements on me from things they read, or stories they hear, or people they know... thats fine. I know who I am. maybe one day when you pull your head out of your ass you will see that. This really isnt to anyone imparticular, but if you read this and you know youre one of those people you might as well delete me off your friends list now. For once I'm fighting back instead of letting everyone say shit and sitting there, too scared to say anything and thinking it would be better to pretend everything is cool.
So... thats all. The End.
Nothing like being bored on a friday night.
But now Im at home... not really knowing what to do....
I'm not upset anymore, I'm just confused. Thats all. All I want is some sort of resolution to this never ending madness! Thats all I can hope.
I'm listening to music....
Of all the shooting stars I knew, I never felt at ease with anyone but you♥ ♥
Sitting here listening to emo music definitely doesnt help. I think I'm gonna put on the killers cause that new song is really catchy and I'm not afraid to admit I blast it and dance around my aprtment singing really awfully at the top of my lungs.
As I was clearing my head I came to the sad realization that there are too many really fake, discriminating, gossiping, dramaful, two faced people. I have taken so many steps towards clearing that out of my life and to stop doing that myself. I was once naive about this and so many other things, but I'm moving past that. And i only have a few things to say to those people. My self esteem may not be up to par, I may have made some stupid, thoughtless decisions in my life, but you know what... all in all I'm a good fucking person. Regardless of my sailors mouth and my need to be obnoxious sometimes.... I know that I will always look out for others. I will try my best to be there for ANYONE who needs me to be there. Or just wants me to be there. I go out of my way for the people who have shown me that they are worthy of it, and i still help those who have shit on me time and time again. I'm not an idiot, I'm not some stupid little giggly girl, although I'm sure I come off that way sometimes. There is so much more to me that most of you have never seen. I have an undeniable fire inside of me. I am strong. And to anyone who has never taken the time to get to know me, or had based their judgements on me from things they read, or stories they hear, or people they know... thats fine. I know who I am. maybe one day when you pull your head out of your ass you will see that. This really isnt to anyone imparticular, but if you read this and you know youre one of those people you might as well delete me off your friends list now. For once I'm fighting back instead of letting everyone say shit and sitting there, too scared to say anything and thinking it would be better to pretend everything is cool.
So... thats all. The End.
Nothing like being bored on a friday night.
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