amory

Today i'm feeling pretty crappy (vomiting is NOT fun) but I have someone whos taking care of me and although he'll never believe me....

I really do appreciate it.

I appreciate everything he's done for me in the past few months and even though things didn't work out like I had hoped.... i still love him. And appreciate him as the wonderful person I know he can be.

Hopefully he knows this.

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on another note tomorrow is July 4th and theres only a couple of people that I really want to see since this will be the first holiday without the family.

I heard an i love you from a friend yesterday, and i think it was the first time I had ever heard this person say it back to me. It brought the biggest smile to my face. Hopefully he knows how much he means to me.... one of the most awesome people I've ever met who I would do anything for.

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AND on another note.... I think things will all work out the way they were suppossed to and everything will be ok