Decision was made. I'm gonna stay and focus on getting shit together and i get to have Cameron up here at least half the time! So thats really exciting. its settled with my ex... now I need to convince my mom. Oh thats gonna be the really tough part. I hope it all works out... it was just too much money to get out of my lease.
looks like i'm stuck here until April 2005.
On another note... another decision in my life was made as well. I've been told that its not the "right one".... but eh. Fuck it. I don't really care.
it's my life to fuck up as I please.
And i'm hoping this doesn't fuck up.
love makes you do crazy/stupid things.
I'm probably gonna be more antisocial than normal... i have a lot going on in my life right now and I'm taking the time i have to try to relax and to spend it with the group of people that mean the world to me.
I realized today that I'm extremely jealous and overprotective of my friends and people I love.
typical fucking scorpio to a tee... if you don't like it hey... again screw you,,, because thats me.
I remember a time when love was so innocent and so pure... it could do no wrong. I remember when the rain used to hit my face and I would sit there and just feel it roll down my cheeks and on my lips and it was so cool and gentle. I remember a time where I felt like i was beautiful and i was a good person.
I think sometimes that I'm dead to the world.
looks like i'm stuck here until April 2005.
On another note... another decision in my life was made as well. I've been told that its not the "right one".... but eh. Fuck it. I don't really care.
it's my life to fuck up as I please.
And i'm hoping this doesn't fuck up.
love makes you do crazy/stupid things.
I'm probably gonna be more antisocial than normal... i have a lot going on in my life right now and I'm taking the time i have to try to relax and to spend it with the group of people that mean the world to me.
I realized today that I'm extremely jealous and overprotective of my friends and people I love.
typical fucking scorpio to a tee... if you don't like it hey... again screw you,,, because thats me.
I remember a time when love was so innocent and so pure... it could do no wrong. I remember when the rain used to hit my face and I would sit there and just feel it roll down my cheeks and on my lips and it was so cool and gentle. I remember a time where I felt like i was beautiful and i was a good person.
I think sometimes that I'm dead to the world.
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I also like Macbeth, the Tempest and Richard III. There are a few more, mostly the history plays. I hate nearly all of the comedies.
A theatre nerd eh? Qeudos to you!!!
I can't really offer much advice to you sweetie, mainly cos I've got a horrible hangover and so am way out of inspiration. Just know that life is like the stock market. There are ups and downs. Just know that there will be good times, and that however you feel now these things pass.