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Just wanted to say agagin how much fun Seans party was. The night may have ended on a sour note... but man I had a blast.

Shawn found many new uses for my skirt, I discovered how absolutely wonderful vodka sours are, I smoked more than a pack of cigarettes, I danced to Mt. Simms, met some really awesome new people, got pulled into the pool and liked it, got a guy to jump in the pool with me with all of his clothes including his belt and his shoes, made a drunk bet and now this guy OWES ME!!! bahaha, was "attacked" in the bathroom, was rescued, I realized how much I love all of those people....... it was just so much fun.

I need to have more nights like that.

Last night was really good. Ended up watcing Love Actually with Tony and I LOVE that movie. It is sooooo good. It makes me want to have that "special someone" in my life in the worst way.

bah.

Heres a theoretical question... this is not intended to piss anyone off meant for any one imparticular.

if you loved someone and would give them the world and would do naything for them and wanted to be with them forever and then one day woke up and you just didn't feel that way anymore... like you loved them but to that extreme... is it selfish to "keep them" anyways? do you let them go so they CAN find that? Or do you keep them hoping that it will come back? Or do you just realize that thats how love is after the honey moon phase and you just accept it?

Just a random question I've been thinking about all day.