amory

tonight the couple friends i have are wrapped up in a fierce game of AC... (online multi player game..... yee haw)

so i'm pretty damn bored. if you're doing anything tonight... i'm jealous of you.

i'm probably going to go to bed and dwell more about things that i shouldn't be dwelling about.

i hate life right now.

i miss tucson. i wish i could go back..... i just have so much more support down there.

i feel like i always mess everything up.

today the band broke up... but we have the beginnings of a new band that is much more my type of music... way more mellow and calming. and we have songs that i wrote already. so i have one positive thing... and if i move to tucson thats not gonna even happen...

I wish i wouldn't be so damn pessimistic.