Thursday Sep 30, 2004

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It's hard for me to believe what people say when they are drunk.

Even though I want to believe.

My stomache hurts today.

I wish I could run away.

skull
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acidevangelist:
One night my freshman year in college (1984) I was so drunk I told this co-ed I was Adam Ant. She was so drunk she believed me, till her friend set her straight. I had to answer to the name Adam for the rest of the year. blackeyed
bloocent:
Amory doesn't like me.... she took me off her friends list............................... boo hoo

Tuesday Sep 28, 2004

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fucking john mayer why do you make me cry?
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extreme:
it is good to cry frown
leyrae:
We gotta get drunk some time now that i am in Az! smile

Sunday Sep 26, 2004

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fuck

i'm in the middle of something pretty terrible.


frown

i wish i could go one day without crying.

just one.

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kizmet:
kiss tongue kiss
desert_monkey:
Hang in there! It won't last forever. Take 2 seconds to think of friends, and smile...my little Bunnyfart! (That name sounds so adorable, for a couple seconds.)

Friday Sep 24, 2004

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So heres a quick update about things and just what I've had on my mind recently.

This summer i completely fell in love unexpectedly. And not just a little childish crush, I tripped and fell over, straight into love. This coming from someone who has a horrible reputation of getting bored with men really easily, it scared the crap out of me. It totally changed...
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carryavengeance:
holy shit...that describes my summer exactly...i got with a girl who changed the world for me, but she turned her back on all that cuz she cant commit to anything for longer than 2 months...she left me for another girl on top of that...i was in a car accident the day after she turned her back on me...i almost died in the crash, she showed no compasion for me & her doing all this really makes me look back...

should i just screen my girls better before i commit? who knows...but right now i feel like i just shouldnt commit to a relationship for a while cuz she made it seem like i can now trust no girls...i just dont want to be hurt anymore...

why do people insist on hurting others...it's selfish of them, cuz they dont think of the other person when they do it...the excuses all turn against you & somehow it's your fault but you are the one left hurt...how does shit like that happen? why does God play games with us like this? doesn't He know this game isn't fun anymore?
mothra:
That sucks that you think that's a problem. frown

Tuesday Sep 21, 2004

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Hope dangles on a string
Like slow spinning redemption
Winding in and winding out
The shine of it has caught my eye

And roped me in
So mesmerizing, so hypnotizing
I am captivated, I am

Vindicated
I am selfish
I am wrong
I am right
I swear I'm right
I swear I knew it all along
And I am flawed
But I am cleaning up...
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mothra:
Planning is good. smile
extreme:
kiss

Friday Sep 17, 2004

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So I have cameron tomorrow. If anyone wants to go to the science center let me know. It should be loads of fun.

biggrin

Oh and If I drunk dialed you last night... i'm sorry. blush

kiss
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cutmeup:
Well hello my drunkin one wink
downingolsen:
now i know why you don't have my number... wink

Monday Sep 13, 2004

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Well damn it.

I have alot on my mind so I might be taking a break on posting anything for awhile.

Lots of good, some bad..... eh it is life. ARRR!!!

Month of solitude here I come....

Don't worry i will still lurk your pages! biggrin

If time was a vessel then learning to love would be my way back to the sea...
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ms:
wink
emylou:
I'm glad you liked the link! She does some awesome work.
Thanks for adding me to your faves doll! biggrin kiss

Sunday Sep 12, 2004

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I decided that i am never going to let anyone take pictures of me at an SG event ever again because even I don't think that I'm as horribly unattractive as those pictures make me look!!!

blackeyed

Cut my hair or grow it out???

I hate it when my hair gets to this point!
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carryavengeance:
complete awesomeness biggrin
downingolsen:
grow it...

Saturday Sep 11, 2004

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Thanks to everyone who came out to Resident Evil last night. I thought the movie was OK for what it was, but it wasn't my type of movie.

It was nice to meet some new SG people and hang out with some people that I haven't seen in awhile.

Today I have nothing to do and it's pretty nice.

And i have the best boyfriend...
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kelland:
best boyfriend ever, eh? does he have a male friend to share?

I did nothing today. and it wasn't that nice.
calmer_than_you:
Andy loves me more than you!!!

Thursday Sep 09, 2004

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Pretty awesome night.... thank you so much Inara, who is now one of my favorite people ever, seriously.

Downingolsen temperachel ♥ harlequin1971 thanks too. I had a blast and that was probably the most drunk I have ever been in my whole entire life without vomiting everywhere. So maybe I'm building up that tolerance, eh?? wink

I was dancing and singing and making a total...
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carryavengeance:
well i'm too lazy to keep arguing if your cool or not but at least i know you are one jive ass turkey whether you admit it or not
zumbi22:
HOLLA!!! tonight was great! it was awesome meeting you and going on our ALL OUT shooting spree!!! skull

p.s. slo-mo matrix moves are cool like whoa. biggrin

Wednesday Sep 08, 2004

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Surprisingly I'm not THAT tired this morning.

But I am going to go straight to sleep when I get home though. And then off to the breakroom to visit Inara and hopefully others..... tonight I'm gonna get wasted. If you get a phone call from me at one a.m. you should let your answering machine pick up because you might just get a super drunk...
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carryavengeance:
wish i could afford to get drunk...i deserve some alcohol after all the bullshit i been putting up with in life

1 AM isn't that late...i used to get calls from my friend Angie at 3AM & she would be on her cell phone loud as fuck just screaming into "I JUST CALLED TO TELL YOU THAT I LOVE YOU GUYS!"...even tho it was only me she was talkin to i dont know who the fuck else she was every talking about either...she is a crazy drunk too...i think she gets bipolar from the alcohol, cuz she would curse out her boyfriend & her family but then go to all her other friends sayin how much she loves them
carryavengeance:
well im just glad your not an angry drunk, the kind who hates everyone once they a lil tipsy

Tuesday Sep 07, 2004

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You guys though I'd be gone for long????

Fuck no, I'm an addict.

biggrin
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mothra:
Sooo tired today. Mornings will kill me. kiss
godsmoker:
Indeed! Glad you're with us again. kiss
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