amorpheus

I had a dream in which someone [I don't know if she was anyone in real life or just a dream person] named Ciel snuck into my bed and cuddled me while I was sleeping so that I wouldn't have to wake up alone. There was more too - a costume party and a dance contest - but the snuggling was the most important part. I awoke to reality and had that horrible feeling you get when you are sleeping in someone's arms, then you open your eyes and not only is she gone, and not only was she never there, but you don't think she was even a real person. That moment of realization sums up the kind of week I've been having. It's the kind of week when you come home from another 12-hour day at work and fall asleep thinking about all of the things you should have done that day. It's the kind of week when people you've never met write you letters to remind you that they really don't care about you. I need a weekend, which I won't be getting for another week.

...sigh...