its been forever it seems since ive written.
the gemini and i didnt work out, to put mildly.
on to other things.
i just ate and i feel entirely disgusted. i ate actually some time about, maybe 30minute-1hour ago and its just setting in now and i feel, so grossed out. i cant handle it.
i get to go drink away my sorrows. or more...
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the gemini and i didnt work out, to put mildly.
on to other things.
i just ate and i feel entirely disgusted. i ate actually some time about, maybe 30minute-1hour ago and its just setting in now and i feel, so grossed out. i cant handle it.
i get to go drink away my sorrows. or more...
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im not feeling rather poetic today. or elequant.
my hair smells of dust and parfume and just plain dirty hair. my clothes are marinated in the dirt that flys off the ground and spins around me everytime i walk to my car. i have no money. $4. 60 in my checking. an d a dollar in my savings. i dont know what im going to...
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my hair smells of dust and parfume and just plain dirty hair. my clothes are marinated in the dirt that flys off the ground and spins around me everytime i walk to my car. i have no money. $4. 60 in my checking. an d a dollar in my savings. i dont know what im going to...
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montreuxcat:
just saying hallo during my journal-update-respond-to-everyone-else's-journal-hour...! (very british.. hallo... gotta love it.) hope life's treating you brilliantly. 
oso:
where you at?
hope everything's alright with ya.
hope everything's alright with ya.
i dont comment much on peoples journals, becasue really i dont know what to say. i read them. sometimes i comment. some people think im a bitch cause i get pissy when people dont comment on mine. i dont expect that anymore. im building up a thank you. to MontreuxCat. i dont know your name. you are a lovely lovely girl.
time to write...
my...
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my...
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nudwig:
you shouldn't drink red bull, it has synthetic (so they say) bull ball extract in it. don't believe me? it's called taurine. I think all the other energy drinks are ok.
um, this is a good journal and I think pizza tastes good on saturday, no?
um, this is a good journal and I think pizza tastes good on saturday, no?
brokenalice:
I want to read that book when you're finished writing it. Gemini's are the great communicators.
Do you still want me to come visit you when I go to your city for spring break?
Do you still want me to come visit you when I go to your city for spring break?
i wrote another entry and it didnt post. asshole. 
I wrote about Kelly. and how we are suppose to go to Saturn when I go see her. about the time she gave me a massage, and how amazing it was. noone has done that for me. the times she read me my charts, and made me think more about things. when she told me I...
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I wrote about Kelly. and how we are suppose to go to Saturn when I go see her. about the time she gave me a massage, and how amazing it was. noone has done that for me. the times she read me my charts, and made me think more about things. when she told me I...
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nudwig:
this is nice girl, nice...
montreuxcat:
darlin... with writing like this, you are inspiring the uninspired. write a book about your life and your thoughts.. and all this eloquence that you have when you describe the moments in your life.. all the grace that you have in writing WILL elevate people's spirits, I'm telling you. keep writing... and I hope you get lots of granola.
i think i may be wasting my time with that girl.
according to astrology we are a perfect match.
thank you people who comment on my journal. it makes me feel self worth.
tomorrow is supose to be a more confident day for me.
we are playing games. they are sometimes fun, but its sad when they end cold.
francesca lia block is amazing.
hmm...
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according to astrology we are a perfect match.
thank you people who comment on my journal. it makes me feel self worth.
tomorrow is supose to be a more confident day for me.
we are playing games. they are sometimes fun, but its sad when they end cold.
francesca lia block is amazing.
hmm...
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montreuxcat:
You have LOTS of self-worth, chica... and don't you forget it...! Yeah... games can be fun, or just ultimately depressing. Good luck with your girl... and yes, francesca lia block is exceptionally cool... she writes with a certain eloquence that makes me sparkle.... 
nenia:
francesca lia block writes lovely lovely books. i think i've read them all! have you read ecstasia?
xx
have you read ecstasia?
xx
blah.
last night i went out with the girl again.
its odd
shes weird around other people
we had cassie and her friends
they are little
like out little children, we had to watch over them.
hmmmf
today i pick up the proofs
i went to lunch with aaron. i ate too much
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wisp:
Great music selection!!! I just grabbed tickets to see ladytron in feb. *bounce*
and Tracy is one of my fav. recent bands. My partial brush with celebrity was
hanging with her a bit after a show because we have a friend in common.
Wow that is kind-a sad I suppose but I loved it anyway...
and Tracy is one of my fav. recent bands. My partial brush with celebrity was
hanging with her a bit after a show because we have a friend in common.
Wow that is kind-a sad I suppose but I loved it anyway...
montreuxcat:
Blah... most frustrating thing, when the person you're out with acts differently around others... SO frustrating. Especially when they don't realise it! hope you're having a really good weekend.
WAY LONG...
i went to class. i was tired. i couldnt get out of bed. the harder i tried the more tired i became. i just rolled out, ran across the driveway to my car to get some clothes. half naked. i could feel the early morning dew settling on my skin and i played with my keys to unlock the door. so serene so...
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i went to class. i was tired. i couldnt get out of bed. the harder i tried the more tired i became. i just rolled out, ran across the driveway to my car to get some clothes. half naked. i could feel the early morning dew settling on my skin and i played with my keys to unlock the door. so serene so...
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sexydevil:
You have a way of making the simplest task seem so interesting. I always look forward to your journal. I have no idea what your about yet I remain drawn to your writing style.
Thank You.
Thank You.
incest:
my room smells like yr car. 
i saw denean last night again.
we went to dinner.
mels.
then...
club beat it.
little yelllow pills and a tequila sunrise.
adrianne got mad i think.
i dont even know anymore
how i fancy denean.
hmm i wonder why.'
shes so intriguing.
i wanted tos ee her today.
stupid situations.
oh well.
later in the week.
mm
xox
we went to dinner.
mels.
then...
club beat it.
little yelllow pills and a tequila sunrise.
adrianne got mad i think.
i dont even know anymore
how i fancy denean.
hmm i wonder why.'
shes so intriguing.
i wanted tos ee her today.
stupid situations.
oh well.
later in the week.
mm
xox
montreuxcat:
Hiya... the name denean is cool... hope your week goes lovelily...
standing on the corner for an hour in the cold, really fucknig sucks.
my arms i cant feel them. my poor arthritic joints.
mwuaha
its serioulsy hard to type, but my fingers are thawing out. someone come take me out. i hate being here now
my arms i cant feel them. my poor arthritic joints.
mwuaha
its serioulsy hard to type, but my fingers are thawing out. someone come take me out. i hate being here now
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montreuxcat:
That DOES suck! I'm sorry. I hate the fingers-are-about-to-fall-off-due-to-gangrene-feeling. ::shudder:: I had that waiting for a bus in Tijuana once. Not a good thing, freezing in Mexico. eek. Hope your appendages start to feel better... they're good to have... I'll send you warm vibes, or.. something.. 
I'll send you warm vibes, or.. something..
sexydevil:
Im never around when people wanna go out!!! Damn It !!!
tonight was one weird fucking night. i think the day was. i feel like i lived 3 days in one. woke up early, adrianne took me to the metro station. went home. ate. worked on my car and got allgreasy n hot. cleaned the upolstery in my car. then cassie called me and said she could give me a ride to social distortion. so her...
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oso:
now that is a FULL night.
i'd be fucking wore out too.
get some good sleep so you can get up and do it all over again.
night night.
i'd be fucking wore out too.
get some good sleep so you can get up and do it all over again.
night night.
Sorry about the gemini... girls are nothing but trouble anyway.