amorette

its been forever it seems since ive written.
the gemini and i didnt work out, to put mildly.

on to other things.

i just ate and i feel entirely disgusted. i ate actually some time about, maybe 30minute-1hour ago and its just setting in now and i feel, so grossed out. i cant handle it.

i get to go drink away my sorrows. or more my annoyances.
fuck.
ive wasted so much money.
i feel like a putz.

never again. fuck that shit. just to be someones taxi and take them them eat and then to get royally fucked over and burned.
bull fucking shit.

i like this journal.

my birthday is in 10 days.
i am genuinely not excited.

maybe ill get something good to do then