amok01

well, i'm fucking excited. i'm moving into a 3 bedroom house on monday that i don't have to pay rent on for a couple of months, and i just got a brand spankin new job that i don't even have to leave the house for. yes, my friends, i will be working in the nude every chance i get. especially because this house has central heat and air, not just some box in the window that only heats or cools one room. the sucky part is my boyfriend won't be coming with me. we're re-examining our relationship as it were, maybe knocking it down a couple notches, at least for now. it'll be weird to be single again after 3 years. but, he's more like a best friend anyway, so whatever. i hate relationships. what did sylvia plath say about them?
"There is so much hurt in this game of searching for a mate, of testing, trying. And you realize suddenly that you forgot it was a game, and turn away in tears."


yeah, that's pretty dead on.