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In Druide, no Wifi here, I guess that is for the best. It would be against all that is right and good in the Universe for there to be a wireless connection where one can freely consume absinth. Damn the universe, I feel better now that I got out of the house and I am in P-berg, though I need to find a caf with wifi that is not an internet caf, I hate those places, its like freely occupying a cubicle in Office Space. Being in my place, in my self-imposed grounding hasnt been all that fun, much like my final days in Berlin last year, where my only consolation was that I wasnt in my room in the US. I have been having nightmares lately; I woke up last night in a cold sweat; it was very very bad, I havent done that since I was a child; I hope they stop soon. I dont know, I still feel lost, though I am gaining direction. Deleuze is beginning to come together for me in the same way that Foucault did at one point.

It is good to be in a city where the average age is not 20/1 and there are absolutely no rednecks and no noticeable right wing Christians. I suppose I would generally be happier if I got out more, I need to go to Tachles anyway to see Felix, I promised him I would stop by this week, its too bad I dont have pics of him from 2002 or 2003. Stephan doesnt seem to be his regular smiling self these days either, perhaps there is a global coming down of the absinth culture. I look forward to Eric A joining me in a few weeks, it wont be long now, I am sure he is getting very excited about coming over; I am trying to decide what we will do, I wish I knew more people, but I cant force myself upon people, and baring style I really havent seen that many interesting people.