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I have to leave for work in 10 minutes, and yes, it is currently 4:55am. Gotta looooove that! Got in a fight with the boy last night. Which sucked really bad. I don't get why people say they want an 'honest' relationship when the truth of the matter is, they only want to hear what they want to hear. Does that make sense? I don't know, but this day is not starting off very well. It is FREEZING and I am too poor to turn the heat on. I have work, class, and a work meeting tonight. I am working 33 hours this week! PLUS I'm a full time student. I don't know if that's normal...but it really sucks in my opinion. I am trying to set up a couple photo shoots. One in LA since I will be there in December and one here with Alissa again. It is just so fucking hard to get a hold of these people!!!! EERRR! So very frustrated. Not to mention all of the throwing up I did this weekend! I swear, I drink and drink, and then drink some more because I don't feel drunk...then before I know it I'm at home throwing up. It really sucks. I think I am going to give up drinking in general. It just isn't working out for me anymore. I was at my accounting tutor on Saturday and had to go puke in his bathroom...wow that sucked.
Anyways, I got a little smiley face happy with this blog. Gotta go to work to get these crazy people their coffee...ugh....