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corvus:
Awwww.
mistressmissy:
you love the cute sleepy kitty therefore you do not scare me.
Time:2:51 AM
Drink: Nothing
Music: Nothing
Bah.. fuck it, I give up.
I'm just going to go live in a cave with my cats...
Drink: Nothing
Music: Nothing
Bah.. fuck it, I give up.
I'm just going to go live in a cave with my cats...
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allister:
What gives? Having a case of the blues?
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polly:
yeah. sorry, it's true.
polly:
it was more about Siren's post in your journal and me agreeing with you about the post.
ME > YOU
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fractal:
like whoa.
15000.
15000.
Time: 11:40 PM
Drink: Water
Music: Jeff Nibbler - Deep House
"The real learning is unlearning all that one has learned." - Sufi Saying
Sometimes the most interesting part of having strong convictions is to learn that your strengths create your weaknesses, and all the ways that you hold yourself to one belief alienate you from the possibilities of accepting new beliefs.
There is a...
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Drink: Water
Music: Jeff Nibbler - Deep House
"The real learning is unlearning all that one has learned." - Sufi Saying
Sometimes the most interesting part of having strong convictions is to learn that your strengths create your weaknesses, and all the ways that you hold yourself to one belief alienate you from the possibilities of accepting new beliefs.
There is a...
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kalischild:
This site is such an odd culture. You post this and get no comments at all, except for my humble post.
Yet you post something like "I am soooooo pretty"
And you get dozens.
I think people are a lot more intimidated by intimacy than I can really ever appreciate.
Which leads me to wonder whether any of those people will really ever even learn what they really desire, let alone attain it.
You may never read this comment, unless you're the type of person who back-checks their own journal for new comments. But be that as it may; even if you never receive this, let it be a digital prayer wheel, eternally spinning in the transistors and circuitry of the SG server, wherever that lives.
And let the prayer it speaks be:
Stay cool, Ami. Stay cool.
Yet you post something like "I am soooooo pretty"
And you get dozens.
I think people are a lot more intimidated by intimacy than I can really ever appreciate.
Which leads me to wonder whether any of those people will really ever even learn what they really desire, let alone attain it.
You may never read this comment, unless you're the type of person who back-checks their own journal for new comments. But be that as it may; even if you never receive this, let it be a digital prayer wheel, eternally spinning in the transistors and circuitry of the SG server, wherever that lives.
And let the prayer it speaks be:
Stay cool, Ami. Stay cool.
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ateam:
nicely chosen name. 
sigma:
I'm too drunk to deal with that name right now................................................................................................................. 
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tegan:
oh
-feels stupid-
-feels stupid-
vixenchik:
well don't worry, the 'flock of seagulls' thing is a compliment coming from me 
I love when people make up their own cut... it's the stylist in me
Nice to meet you, btw. Glad you know Siren, from the short time I've been talking to her, she seems like a beautiful person.
ViX
I love when people make up their own cut... it's the stylist in me
Nice to meet you, btw. Glad you know Siren, from the short time I've been talking to her, she seems like a beautiful person.
ViX
Time: 11:10 PM
Drink: Peppermint Tea
Music: Souls of Mischief - Anything Can Happen
Hrmm.. it's always a learning experience to see how people interpret when I write in contrast to what I was feeling and meant when I wrote it.. Oddly enough I was very happy when I wrote my last entry, and I thought I did a good job conveying the main idea...
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Drink: Peppermint Tea
Music: Souls of Mischief - Anything Can Happen
Hrmm.. it's always a learning experience to see how people interpret when I write in contrast to what I was feeling and meant when I wrote it.. Oddly enough I was very happy when I wrote my last entry, and I thought I did a good job conveying the main idea...
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london:
shush it Ami
ally:
ohhh..such a good profile pic!
Time: 3:15 AM
Drink: none for me thanks.. I'm already drunk.
Music: Daddy I'm in Love with a Gangsta
I just want to re-live that moment one more time.. that moment when everything clicks in your head and you realize that the dividing line between what you want and what you get is nothing more than a stray hair clouding your vision, hanging down in...
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Drink: none for me thanks.. I'm already drunk.
Music: Daddy I'm in Love with a Gangsta
I just want to re-live that moment one more time.. that moment when everything clicks in your head and you realize that the dividing line between what you want and what you get is nothing more than a stray hair clouding your vision, hanging down in...
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miffy:
your new photos are so clean! Quality, that is.
boy do I need a camera.
boy do I need a camera.
miffy:
I've felt the way you describe consistently for the past few months. Even with the natural wave of joys and disappointments that happen in life, it all quickly dissipates and I relax.
Maybe when I'm a scary, unmarried middle aged Korean woman with 13 cats I will feel differently.
Maybe when I'm a scary, unmarried middle aged Korean woman with 13 cats I will feel differently.
Crystal meth! That's been the answer all along! And here I am trying powdered scum from the bottom of a lake.